i kiss the scars on her skin(completed)

Chapter 41

"well long time no see" I didn't even want to look behind me because i know who it was.....Christopher fucking drew. We haven't spoken since i lost the baby, i was kinda scared of what he would say to me for walking out of his life.

"c-chris? what are you doing here?" he looked..well....his hair was shorter he actually had shoes on, he had bags under his eyes and he look's pale...very pale.

"vic called me and said i should come, uhm...h-how are you and your...uhm daughter?" i tried to smile when he asked me.

"Were good...just good" he nodded and turned his attention to alan who was staring at me in total confusion. Yeaaa i haven't told Alan about me and Chris and being pregnant...and im not planning on telling him on my daughters birthday.

"ill tell you later" alan nodded and smiled at chris then walked off.

"so he doesn't know?" i nodded my head, he looked like someone just punched him in the gut

"you know....forget it im not gonna ruin your daughters birthday" with that he walked away from me leaving me dumb founded. i shook it off and went on a search of my daughter, that weird feeling inside my stomach was still there and it was getting worse...what is wrong with me?

"mommy!" i saw my daughter running away from vic who was talking to...Niya?? since when did they become friends?

"hey baby happy birthday" i neeled to her level and hugged her, she wrapped her arms around my neck and giggled.

"mommy were's Alan?" vic heard blade and he snapped his head towards me, Niya saw his expression and looked at me as well with the "whats going on" look i shrugged then turned my attention to blade and smiled, and pointed outside were alan was standing talking to kellin and oliver. She ran away from me past vic running outside attacking Alan's legs.

"hey B" I smiled at his nickname he gave her, She giggled and hugged his legs. I made my way outside to join in the conversation with alan.

"hey babe, you know oliver and kellin right?" yes i do kellin kissed vic once , and oliver forced me to be his girlfriend but don't worry were all friends.

"uhm yea i have, we actually go back a few years" alan didn't seem to notice my sarcasm he just smiled and nodded.

"ALRIGHT TIME FOR PRESENTS!!" Vic shouted snatching up Blade from alan. I sighed and followed him towards the table filled with gifts, i handed vic a random gift and he snatched it from me. Okay i don't wanna be a bitch and call him out on my daughters birthday but i dont know what came over me.

"IM TIRED OF YOU TREATING ME LIKE SHIT!! YOU CAN BE A BITCH TO YOUR BLONDE BIMBO OF A GIRLFRIEND WERE EVER SHE IS, BUT YOU CANT TREAT ME LIKE SHIT ANYMORE SO GROW SOME FUCKING BALLS AND MAN UP AND TAKE THE DAMN GIFT WITH RESPECT!!" Vic was shocked and so was everyone else, Blade didn't have any expression on her face she just looked at me like she was trying to read me.

"I HATE YOU MOMMY I HATE YOU" never would i have ever thought my five year old would tell me that, i was expecting it when she was like 14 but at this moment no. She stormed in the house, I didn't get to see who ran after her, i kept my eyes on everyone looking at me. I turned to look at vic who looked hurt, i felt that weird feeling again but this time it crawled up to my mouth falling all over vic.

I just threw up all over vic, great just fucking great. "okay im taking you home, nice seeing everyone... bye" alan grabbed me and walked me out the house, i didn't even say sorry.

"babe are you okay?" I sat in the passenger seat looking at nothing, i cant believe i just did that....at my daughters birthday.

"what kind of mother does this to her own daughter?" i was on the verge of crying.

"now stop it, you got upset okay and you got sick i wasn't...that..big of a deal okay? lets just go home you can call later"i nodded and i felt the car pull away from the house. As soon as we got home i took all my clothes off and jumped into bed, i still feel like of should of said sorry....but i didn't.

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I wake up to banging on the front door, ugh fuck off!! alan growls and turns over. I shake my head and get up jogging down stairs and swung the front door open to see Niya and the rest of my band.

"WHY ARE YOU BANGING ON MY FRONT DOOR!?!.....EARLY IN THE MORNING!" they look me up and down which makes me roll my eyes.

"first of all, we have big new to tell you, second of all its..2 in the afternoon, and third please but some clothes on" i look down and see that in in my underwear and my bra, i roll my eyes not even caring that im have naked with my front door wide open. I led them to the living room and go up stairs and threw on alans shirt and ran down stairs.

"damn it Heart i said clothes not one shirt" i looked down, you can still see my underwear. I shrugged and sat down next to dawn, "whats the big news?"

"okay so i was talking to vic at the party...and were gonna go on tour with them as well as sleeping with sirens, black veil brides and of mice and men"

"no, im not living in a bus with vic" niya rolled her eyes at my comment.

"no dumb ass were getting our own tour bus....stupid fuck" i nodded still not excited for touring with pierce the veil.

"seriously you gave this big speech to vic yesterday and said GROW SOME FUCKING BALLS AND MAN UP so now im saying this to you.....STOP BEING A WHINY LITTLE BITCH AND MAN THE FUCK UP" i jumped alittle but nodded.

"fine ill go...fucking sloth" i mumbled the last part since niya-

"TALK SHIT ON SLOTHS AGAIN I WILL KILL YOU...SLOTHS ARE FUCKING LIVE" Niya is obsessed with sloths...no scratch that..SLOTHS ARE FUCKING LIVE, yea there you go.

"well when does this tour start?" please dont be soon.

"next month" oh thank god.

"but...we may have set up some family therapy for you....and vic...and blade..and sometimes alan." my eyes went wide...what the hell?

"GOD DAMN IT NIYA" she squealed

"Well don't worry the Doctor person will be here in about..3 hours and vic and blade will be here around that time as well..so bye!!" they all rushed out my house and left me there, i grunted loudly and someone coughed behind me making me fall off the couch.

"are you okay hun?" i nodded as alan pulled me into his lap.

"so whats this....Therapy i hear about?" ah fuck you niya and your sloth.

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There you go my oreos!! im sorry its bad i know im having family problems, and there bad.

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Oh and i have nothing against sloths...i think there soooo cute and cuddly.

oh and i didnt edit this so sorry if things are incorrect.

Stay double stuffed my oreos!!!

~jade