i kiss the scars on her skin(completed)

Chapter 40

 Jello my oreos!!! so i haven't been updating how i used to soooooo im really sorry so im gonna try and make this chapter long

I was also thinking....this book has to end soon or later right?

anyway.....ONWARD!!!!

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"MOMMY, ALAN IS HERE!!!" i jumped off the couch to the front door were my daughter was standing looking up at my lovely ginger boyfriend, yes i said boyfriend.

3 months ago me and vic broke up, since then me and alan got closer and last month we made it official. Today he's coming over to help me and blade pack up. Yea were moving in with alan, we have been living with niya and the rest of my band but today is the day we move out.

"Hi babe" he kisses my lips and goes straight to my room, i turned to blade.

"honey daddy is gonna pick you  up in an hour your gonna stay the week with him" she pouted and kicked her legs on the hardwood floors.

"but mommy my birthday is in trwee days, i don't wanna turn 5 with daddy" ah shit i forgot, well ill have to tell vic which i don't wanna do because we don't speak, he picks up blade and drops her off and thats it.

"ill talk to daddy about having your party at his place okay?" she gets up and nods running to my room to pack her bag. I smiled, my Daughter is gonna be 5......ugh that means im gonna turn 23 in two weeks just great.

"hey babe,can you put these boxes in the house truck?" i nodded picking up the box walking it out side sliding it in the truck. I made my way in the  when i heard a car door close, i turned around to see who it could be knowing it wasn't gonna be vic because it hasn't even been an hour, yea well wrong vic was walking up to me with...jaime. Great just great now there gonna find out about me and alan.

"uhm hi dad what are you doing here?" i asked jaime who was standing next to vic awkwardly.

"oh uhm the guys are staying over at vics place and i wanted to see my niece"  i forced a smile, yea well i kinda don't want him to see alan.

"well your early but its fine because i have to talk to vic" vic looked surprised at me for saying that since we haven't talked one bit.

"o-okay well lets go for  walk then, jaime can hang with blade" i nodded and pointed to the open door telling jaime she's in the house, please Niya be smart and keep alan away from jaime. I was i could send messages with my mind. I started walking away from the house with vic, oh god why did i agree to this?

"so uhm what did you wanna uh talk about?" seriously why does he have to pull the Innocent card?

"oh well since blades birthday in in three days and she's staying for a week i was thinking we can throw a party at your house and me and al- Niya and the band will drive there" he stuffed his hands in his pockets looking at the ground.

"im not stupid Heart, i know your dating alan...its all over twitter but yea i can do it ill uh call or text you the plans and stuff" i smiled and nodded.

"well i kinda got to get pack and pack" vic stopped in his steps which made me stop to look at him.

"are you okay?" he kinda looked hurt, but why im pretty sure him and "Selena" are happy.

"your m-moving in with him?, with our daughter?" i nodded my head, what is his deal?

"wow you move on fast, i haven't even signed up for eharmony yet Heart and your moving in with him" what the hell seriously now he's pulling way to many cards.

"you.are.not.apart.of.MY.life, you see our daughter and that is it, you have no say in what the fuck i do anymore because YOU ruined us, YOU cheated, YOU do what you want, and ill do what i want....got it?' he didn't budge he stayed in his spot, i shook my head and made my way to the house, with vic faint steps behind me.

"hey babe, were did you-" he saw vic walk past me into the house.

"i told him about throwing blade a party, he's getting her right now" he nodded and kissed my forehead and pushed the last of the boxes into the truck closing the latch.

"okay babe all done, ill be in the truck okay?" i nodded pecking his lips then making my way to vic who was holding blade. "by baby mommy will see you on your birthday okay" i kissed her forehead and waved bye. I sighed in relief and made my way to the truck and took off.

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"so is it nice?, blade gets her own room and you have a studio so when your band comes over you can work in there" i love it, the house was big and just perfect. "alan its...perfect" i turned to face him and wrapped my arms around him kissing him passionately.

"eww get a fucking room" Phil shouted cover his eyes

"hey i find it funny you guys are like worst enemy's and your kissing" Austin grinned pinching my cheek, i swatted his hand.

"im still pissed at you austin" last week Austin decided to prank me when we went camping, oh but dont worry i got him back.

FLASHBACK TO CAMPING TRIP****

"alan i hate camping" i begged alan not to go but of course were here in this rv with the rest of of mice and men. SKIPP TO SLEEEEEEPPPING***I could sleep so i got up and made my way to the tiny fridge and grabbed a monster, i sat down on the counter since phil and tino were sleeping on the couch, i went to grab my can that was next to me and i only felt the fake marble counter top, what the hell? i swear i got one out...right?i shrugged my shoulder getting another one, opening it quietly taking a sip of it placing it on the counter. "ugh i have to pee" i went to the bathroom and made my way to the front to grab my monster...WHAT THE HELL???? okay i know i put it on the counter. I looked around for it giving up, i decided on a water and made my way to the drivers seat and sat down resting my knees on the steering wheel making sure im not on the horn. I reached for my water that was in the cup holder....WHAT THE FUCK, my water is fucking gone to. Someone is fucking with me, i shrugged it off once again and sat there looking out the window, i felts something cold go down the back of my shirt making me jump honking the horn "SHUT THE FUCK UP" shit, i felt my shirt, at was wet. Okay im scared,i opened the door and made my way outside. I leaned against the RV looking at the stars. i felt like a long time but i snapped out of my thoughts when i heard something walking this way, something was thrown at me, i screamed and climbed the little latter behind the bus and i sat on top of the Rv, what the hell? i smelt like monster? fucking animals stole my monster and threw it at me? there is no way im getting down...looks like im sleeping up here,  "ugh my back" i got up looking at my surroundings when i realized i as on top of the Rv, wow i saw a bunch of monster cans laying next to me, with a note tapped to one of the cans "how is it sleeping in energy drinks?'  "AUSTIN FUCKING CARLILE YOU STUPID FUCKING CUNT" i climbed down being quiet when i got inside, good he was asleep, i drew all over his face and very slowly and softly used hairspray and teased his hair, i waited five minutes to wake him up. i opened the beer pouring it on Austin "GOOD MORNING ASSHOLE...SLEEP WELL? I DIDN'T BECAUSE I WAS ON TOP Of THE FUCKING RV" he laughed choking on the beer, oh god this is funny, i snapped a picture, ill post it when i get some service. "god karma is a bitch ain't it carlile?" i said as he scrubbed the sharpie off his face.

FLASHBACK OVER*****

"Oh boohoo get over it"  i playfully punched him and spun on my heels and unpacked.

3 DAYS LATER***********

"ALAN IM NOT GONNA BE LATE FOR MY DAUGHTERS 5TH BIRTHDAY" alan came running outside and into the car and we sped off. We were soon walking up vic's drive way, i don't know why but i just feel...weird.

"hey asshole thanks for not saying bye" i turned around to see Niya with her arms crossed trying to keep a straight face.

"im sorry" she rolled her eyes and playfully hit me and made her way to Jenna who was talking to vic and kellin.

"hey Heart long time no see" fuck my life......"uhm...."

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