i kiss the scars on her skin(completed)

Chapter 9

so im updating again cuz i have nothing else to do so yea and thank you for the comments and vites i appreciate it, i would like some ideas from you guys so message me or put it in the comments

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Heart's POV: 

i woke up to here vic on the phone in his bunk above me, i pulled out my phone to see it was four in the morning i shrugged it off and began to listen to his conversation.

THE PHONE CALL:

vic: Heart will never cheat, especially with my brother

mystery person:  dude im being serious mike told me she kissed him, just ask, look i gotta go but im just trying to help you from getting hurt

vic: yea i know ill ask her thanks oli

END OF PHONE CALL*

what? why would mike talk to oli, i didnt understand but what i was really focused on is i have to tell vic i kissed mike, i got out of my bunk and left the bus. i sat behind the bus and put my knees to my chest and began to cry, i heard footsteps coming and i hoped it was anyone but vic.....my hopes were gone "babe? whats wrong why are you crying" that made me even cry harder " v-vic i have to tell you something. i heard you talking to oli, its true i kissed mike but it was cuz i thought you cheated on me and i wanted you to be heart broken like me but i regretted doing it i swear" i looked up and vic was upset i could tell " thank you for telling me" and just like that he walked back onto the bus. Vic hated me i knew it he just left be here, i quickly went onto the bus went through my bag until i found what i wanted (SELF HARM WARNING) my blade. I walked into the bathroom and locked it. I began to cut 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 and one more for good luck my arm was covered in blood. I started the shower and cleaned of the blood i got out and changed into some shorts and a bvb croptop i grabbed my phone and threw in my overnight bag i left a not on the table saying i spent the night on the bvb bus, i but the not on the table and left, i walked about a block and knocked on the bvb bus....jinxx answered with a confused look " can i stay for the night i uhm i need to be away from ptv for a while" jinxx lightly smilled and nodded he led me to the back were the bunks were "uhm we dont have any bunks left so you can sleep with one of us or on the couch" i giggled a little "ill sleep with jake since he is gay " hey im not gay but you can sleep with me" i laughed and hopped into the bunk with jake "i know your not gay you idiot i was kidding" we laughed and talked a little the i fell asleep with my head on jake's chest.

I woke up to see a sleeping jake, i smiled before moving a little which woke him up "morning heart" i smiled morning me and jake got out of the bunk to be greeted by ash jinxx cc and andy. " OH HELL NO JAKE I TOLD YOU I HAD DIBBS" " shut up ash she wanted to stay the night for the night to get some space from the guys ok" ash pouted and nodded "imma change ill be right back" they all nodded i changed into some red ripped skiny jeans and black croptop that say "say what?" i put on my studded black boot  and applied some eyeliner, i braided my faded blue hair into a braid. Once i was done i turned on my phone and sat on the couch......then there was a loud bang on the door, i guess they got the note...andy answered the door " hey andy wheres heart" andy looked at me and i nodded to let jaime come in "heart are you ok what did you do to vic he is a mess and darn near killed mike" i didn't even answer him i ran out yo are bus and opened the door to see mike on the couch with one of my tampons up his nose, i couldn't help but laugh " ok why didn't you use tissue?" mike looked at tony who was dying to laugh " tony here said it will absorb the blood faster" " no duhh dip shit thats why i use them" tony finaly fell out laughing i shook my head and when to the bunks. "vic look im sorry ok" he was crying " its fine heart sorry to ok lets forget about thatr ok" i nodded and he kissed me eventually it got heated and we ended up having sex.

I woke up in vic's arm i  smiled i was happy were together i looked down at my arm....shit i forgot i did that i got out of the bunk and got dressed in to a long sleeve sweater that had asking alexandria  on it, i threw on some sweats put my hair in a ponytail not bothering to put makeup on, i sat on the couch and feel asleep again.

~~~~~~1 MONTH LATER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Vic's POV

Heart has been throwing up allot lately, it seemed she was pregnant but she said she took a test and it came out negative, she refused to let me see, i woke up to find heart not laying next to me, i went to the bathroom to hear her throwing up again "are you ok" i heard her mumble a go away so i did.

Hearts POV: 

i hopped into the shower and changed into a pair of black skinny jeans and a drop dead shirt (itsoliver sykes clothing line) i put some eye liner and left my hair wavy. i grabbed my boots and phone and walked to the nearest store, the guys had an interview so there weren't on the bus, i grabbed two boxes of the tests, i waited five minutes to see the same sign that was one the other stick.....positive, ilied and told vic it was negative but i didnt let him see. I began to cry alittle what if vic doesn't want it? what if he hates me what if he would think im a slut, i had to leave for good. Got back ont he bus and packed my stuff i bought a plane ticket and left a note on the table and my phone, so they wouldn't track me down. 

Vic's POV:

we got back from the interview and no one was on the bus, i looked and her stuff was gone i looked and saw a note and her iPhone 

THE NOTE:

Dear, vic

im sorry but i cant stay i love you with all my heart i really do but i couldn't stay cuz if  i told you you would hate me so i rather leave than have you leave me. Im getting on a plane and leaving...for good tell jaime i said he is the best father ever and i love him and as for mike and tony i love my turtles.

sincerely, heart

i fell to the floor and cried, she was gone she left, but why? what did i do. I can never love anyone else but her.

Heart's POV:

i have plenty of money from my moms inheritance so i bought a two bedroom apartment in Seattle, i got a job at a record store.

9 MONTHS LATER~~~~~~~

 it been 9 months and my baby girl is due any day now its a girl so i decided to call her....Blade chase preciado, i remember andy saying he liked that name and iv only stayed in contact with andy and jake, they know about my baby and me leaving they know were i live, they came to visit me a few time since the iv changed, my hair is now blond with fade pink ends and i have gotten a few tattoos, and piercings, i got my back dimples pierced, i got gadges (not big and not to small perfect for a girl) snakebites and my nose, i got blade's full name on my shoulder, i have cheetah print going up the side of my back and reaches a little over my shoulder and i have keep hope on my wrist, and lastly i have a fat belly. Its been hard to be with vic but i call andy and jake everyday and they tell me everyday that he is a mess and all i want to do is tell him the truth.....one day he will know he has a daughter named blade

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-Ambrocious