Make Me

Prologue

"Where did you sleep last night?" Honey asked.

Last night's events came back like a lightning. I am a virgin or rather was a virgin, the most incredible and most unforgettable night I have. I dismissed the thought as I prepare the ingredients I need for our Breakfast.

"Well?" Roxy seconded when I did no
Respond.

"At the Beach, after the Michele asked me to signed those I needed air,I must have fell asleep when I got there." I replied.

My instinct is telling me something is wrong but I dismissed it. I don't want to start my morning with negativity. I look up to asked them what they want for breakfast but all I can see is their grimm faces, it is like confirming my thoughts.

"What's with your faces?, You both look dark early this morning, what's up?" I tried to dismiss that negative thought with a bright smile but I guess it won't work this time.

I sigh.

Take a deep breath,Isabel

"Spill,what's wrong ? Where are the Boys?"I asked when I did not notice Ben and Louis around, these girls wont be roaming around like these without those possessive bastards tailing around.

I wonder if Alessandro will be like them,yet who am I kidding we've friends since college and even though all of us came from different social status we never treat everyone differently. Though most of the time Alessandro is very uncomfortable with my status and how much money my family make, I can see it but he never say a thing about it. I saw it when we arrived yesterday here for a weekend get away but he never said anything about it.

"Is Alessandro with you last night?" The question cam from Honey that made me stop thinking about how our friendship started.

"Yeah, why?" I replied now I am getting confused and afraid even.

These past few weeks I was trying to make some flirty advances with Alessandro. I want to step up from being friends to lovers. I can feel that he feels the same way I just don't know what stopping him from pursuing me. Those actions are really confusing me one minute he looks like he is a possesive love then it will change to guilt. It's very frustrating.

And last night, I felt it he wanted me to not just a friend but as his lover, I can't wait to talk to him abouy our situation, we can no longer be friends, I means there are friends who fuck each other but I don't want that I want something deeper, something long lasting.

"Did you two fight again?" Honey interjected my thoughts.

"No,why would we fight?" Confusion but yeah why would we fight,

"You're my Everything, Isabel"

His last words before he fell asleep again, He looks adorable when he said that while laying on his front.

"Well, he just left he even asked louis to get his back because he does not want to come in..." Roxy explained

I feel like everything disappear and the time stopped when she mention he just left. My breathing constricted,I cannot breath. I feel like my heart is being shattered all over again and my head is spinning trying to look for a reason why he left me.

I must have pushed him so hard to leave without giving an explanation. I know he is not ready to commit into a relationship but it only contradicts his actions towards me.

Maybe he doesn't want me,Maybe he just want to release some tensions and I was there.

"He actually left a note for you" Honey Interjected my thoughts.

"Breathe, don't let them see your weakness..."

Those are Mama's words I tried as hard as I can to masked my emotion by being passive by trying to stir the bater for the pancakes.

I stopped stirring and get the paper from Honey's hands.

I open the letter as passive as I can but it dropped when I read those words written in it.

"I'm sorry"

He doesnt want me, It just happen because I was there and I wanted it and he was there to give me what I want. He knows that I am making advances in him because I love him.

Oh my God!, It's just a pity lay

"Do you want to talk about it"

Do I want to talk about it?

No.

I looked at Honey and Roxy these girls, they are beautiful and hot and they have what they are looking for. I will only embarassed my self if I told them that I flirted and had sex with my Best Friend so No I will not tell them about it

"No, probably not today,girls maybe someday" I replied as I finished my pancakes which I think is now useless since the person I made it for already left.

"You know we always got your back, if you're ready to talk about it, we're just here for you" Roxy replied.

"I know thank you" I replied trying to smile but right now I just want to go back to my room and start regretting this weekend.

"I'll be in the office if you need me or if you want to go home" I told as Ben and Louis came in with Pity in their eyes.

I probably should start preparing for the presentation for tomorrow to avoid thinking about everything that happen this morning. Our families company is more important than anything right now with my father's unstables condition. I cannot risk millions of lives because I broke my Heart

Maybe I will never talk to him anymore...

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Unedited
Sorry for the incorrect grammars and mispelled word
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