I opened the door to see a tear stained Jaden standing there. He pulled me into a tight hug before I could say anything. I hugged him tight.
He picked me up and carried me to the bed and laid me down. Then he laid in between my legs with his head resting on his stomach.I ran my fingers through his hair, I really loved this boy. I couldn't see myself with any other guy. I knew Jaden was the one.
He looked up at me, "I'm sorry babe."
I leaned down and kissed his forehead, "Don't be it was just your way of coping with the news."
He asked, "Are you upset you're not going to be a mom?"
I shrugged, "Honestly, I was getting a little excited about being a mom, but I'm a lot more relieved because now I don't have to worry about having a child so young."
He nodded, "Yeah I was really scared to be a dad at 19, but once I started thinking about how amazing it would be to be a dad, I started to get excited."
My heart broke, he wanted to be a dad, "I'm sorry Jae. I should've just taken another test to confirm it was in fact positive. The possibility of it being a false positive didn't even cross my mind because they are so rare. I'm sorry I got your hopes up," I felt a few tears roll down my cheeks.
Jae looked up at me and reached up and wiped my tears away with his thumbs, "Babe, don't blame this on yourself. You saw the positive and freaked. It is completely normal. We are going to be ok. We still have time to have a family. We are only 19, and we have our whole lives ahead of us."
I smiled, this boy was so incredibly sweet and caring.
He smiled, "You do want kids some day right?"
I nodded, "Yeah of course I do."
He asked, "How many do you want? I want 4."I ran my fingers through his hair, "4 sounds like a good number. I want 3 boys and 1 girl."
He smiled, "That sounds perfect."
I said, "I want to raise our kids somewhere less hectic though. LA is way too busy and crazy to raise kids."
He nodded in agreement, "I agree with you a hundred percent."
I smiled, "What if we raised them back in Tennessee?"
He looked back up at me confused, "Really?"
I nodded, "Why not? I mean, you're family is there, and it is such a nice place to raise kids."
He smiled, "I love it."
I smiled, "But we will have a house here in LA too."
We spent hours just laying there and talking about our future. Thinking about our future just made me so happy, and I couldn't wait to spend the rest of my life with this boy. After everything we had been through, we were finally happy. I couldn't see myself with anyone other than him. He showed me what it feels like to truly be loved by someone. I wouldn't change anything we had been through for the world because it might not have brought us together.
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author's notehey everyone!! i hope you guys like this one. sorry it's so short. i'm thinking that maybe i should end this book because it's gotten pretty boring now, and i might do a sequel for like their future, so let me know what you guys want. if you do have any ideas or suggestions for this story then please let me know. i love you all so much🤍🤍
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rockstar || jaden hossler
FanfictionEllie Hall, Bryce's little sister , moves in with the boys. but what happens when jaden takes a liking to her? will bryce be okay with them? "you're my rockstar" there is a mix of social media posts, real life, and texts