Smiling is a Coverup(Depressed Blueberry sans)

Chapter 5 - Muffet's

"Sans?" I see Alphys reach out to grab my shoulder. I slap it away and put my arms behind me. She looks surprised. "Sa-" I cut her off. "Anyways! I'm busy today, so, I cant hang out with you and Papy today!" I run off towards my house.
*time skip*
I stopped in front of Muffet's and looked at it. Papy might be impressed if I pay his tab, maybe then he will see that I'm mature enough! I like the idea. Today's plan is going good, I just gotta push my limits! The plan is to impress everyone? But...what if it doesn't succeed. Just would turn into absolute failure. Like YOU. I stomp my way towards Muffet's place and I open the door then march my way towards Muffet that's cleaning a glass cup. I hear some surprised gasps and see a few shocked faces. Muffet notices my when I sat down. "Oh! Hello Dearie, it's a surprise seeing you here." She days it with a gentle smile. "Y-yes, well today the Magnificent Sans will do the unthinkable! Mweheheheh!!" I said with a bright smile. "And that is?" Muffet asks me. "Right now. I want to...pay for Papy's tab." I say hesitantly.
*time skip to when Blue leaves, also got a little lazy*

I am walking towards the house and writing out ideas for puzzles on a sketchpad. I walk towards my door and reached to grab it but.... *bam!* I got smack in the face with the door! I fell onto my bottom and rubbed my head. "Sans!" I look up to see it was Papy! I picked up the sketchpad and pencil then stood up. "Well, hello brother!" I say excitedly. I hugged him and he of course hugged back! "Why....didn't you...wake me?" He says it like I forgotten! "I-....." Nothing. Nothing else came out of my mouth. What sorry excuse should I make? None. "Um, well. I- The Magnificent Sans just decided not to!" I pouted and stomped inside. Wow, so heartless. "Hey bro?" Papy says closing the door. "Yes?" I look at him and see him reaching out to me. I panicked and slapped his hand away. My wound on my shoulders hurt still and I haven't healed them. "Oh! S-sorry Papy! I didn't mean too!" I wave my hands around slowly not wanting to hurt my arms more. "Its fine bro. You just surprised me....are you ok?" He questions me. Plan must not be working. He is worried about you, you failed. "Of course! I feel amazing! Why do you ask!?" I say with a forced smile. Stupid. These are terrible insults, but it still hurts. Wow, sensitive much? I run to the bathroom. "Oops gotta go!" I yelled when I was going up the stairs. I closed the bathroom door behind my and splashed my face with water. I looked up to see myself in the mirror. Honestly, blue looks plain. Its ugly. I see tears run down my face. I sit on the floor and cry. I can't help it! The tears keep overflowing. Crybaby. I summon a bone with a sharp edge to it. "Another color would be nice.." I whisper to myself as I grab the bone that was floating around then take it to my arm. I scratch against my arm, I hiss quietly in pain. I scratched it against my arm again and again. I see blood trickling out of my arm. I feel...relieved?

*knock knock* I quickly get up and make the bone disappear. "Coming out!" I wash off the blood that was running down my arm. I opened the door. I see Ink and Dream. "Hey Blue!" They both said in unison. "Hello!" I replied back smiling. "Sorry for making you guys worry about me, I was having a bad day." I pouted while I kept my cut up arm behind me.
"It's fine! We just worried about all the attacks may have put stress on you." Ink explains to me. "Let's go! We gonna hang out today with Outer, Red, and Classic!" Dream says in excitement. "Ok! Let's go!" I say bouncing up and down in excitement.