Smiling is a Coverup(Depressed Blueberry sans)

Chapter 3 - Im just tired

I'm sitting on the snowy ground leaning against a tree. Spinning a small bone around in the air. "Blue! Where did you go?" I hear a familiar voice tell for me. I made the small bone disappear and was about to stand up but...I stayed down. I felt no energy to stand, I want to hide from everyone to stay out of their way. "Blue!" It was another voice but sounded a lot closer than the other one. "Hello?" I questioned myself mostly. Didnt know if I wanted to answer or not. "Blue!" Ink comes around a tree and sees me. "Papyrus is worried about you!" Ink said. "O-oh really? I must've lost time, mwehehe!" I accidentally made my laugh sound to forced. "Have you just been....sitting here the whole time?" Ink questions me. I guess he didn't notice. "Dream! Over here!!" Ink yells out to Dream and Dream comes out of no where, well....from a portal. ANYWAYS! "Are you ok?" Dream asks me with concern in his voice. "Of course! The Magnificent Blue is always feeling swell, mweheheheheh!!" I say that with a big smile. Liar. Dream still looks concerned, Ink looks at Dream with a confused look. He knows, he will point it out. "Sorry I couldn't make it to the fight in time! I missed all the action.." I pouted when saying the last of my words and I also quickly stand up. "Speaking of all the action, Do you need a break?" Ink speaks up. "W-what!? Did I do something wrong?" I ask Ink. Psh, of course he would point out something stupid. He thinks your weak, too young to understand things! "Of course not! It's just, you didn't really...look like yourself during the battle." Ink say, waving his hands in the air a bit and crossing his arms. "Even Nightmare looked at you with a shocked face." Dream points out the obvious. Idiot, they still treat you like a child. "I'm kinda concerned how you beat Dust and Killer badly! You don't normally...act that way." Ink said. Child. Oblivious to your own actions. I clench my fist lightly. Both of them look uneasy as they were rambling on about the fight.
T h e y KNOW y o u  a r e  w e a k.
I clenched my fist hard, but they couldn't tell, my hands were still dug into my pockets. They also pointed out about how I'm usually in my "body armor". W e a k  B a s t a r d.

"Blue!?" I hear them in unison. It snapped my back into reality. I realized I was crying, I take my hands out of my pockets and wipe my tears away. "I'm tired, it's been a long day!" I put on a fake smile and run back home...
*time skip*
"I'm home Papy!" I yell out to him as I close the door behind me. "B-blue!?" Papy runs up to me from the couch and hugs me. "Are you ok?" Paps ask me...also has concerned in his voice. He also thinks your weak. Your so readable, like a...book. *sigh* "Just tired Papy, I'm fine. Clean up your dirty shorts." I say, sounding like I'm put up with him. I run up to my room before he says anything else. When I get to my room and close the door, I hear the front door open and close. I also hear a lot of chattering. Everyone thinks your  w e a k. I slid down until I felt my bottom hit the ground. I pull my legs up to my chest, rapping my arms around them and started crying again. I can't keep this up, so far I just felt useless and try to keep myself busy, busy enough to stop these stupid thoughts. But I still am thinking about these things. I want everyone to stop worrying about me. Oh wait, they can stop. I thought about an idea, something that wouldn't involve them trying to protect me so much. It can work, I'll work hard for it to work.