It Will Always Be You

Chapter 002

(Ag's POV)

I can't believe it is finally happening, I am getting to see Anna. After all these months, ups, downs, tears, laughs I finally get to see her. Mia and I woke up super early so we could be in Michigan early and spend as much time with Anna as possible. We were only spending a few days in Michigan because I was going to Florida and Mia had family visiting her. Mia decided she wanted to drive which I was kind of happy about because my mind was definitely wandering a lot. "Hello earth to Ag, did you hear a word I just said?" Mia asked while snapping her fingers in front of my face. "Sorry sorry I was just zoning out" I responded while still not being fully engaged in the conversation. I just can't stop thinking about what is going to happen these next couple days, I had feelings for Anna a couple months ago but we decided we would be better off as friends. And I really thought I had moved on, I tried getting with other girls, but it just wasn't what I wanted. I wanted someone I could see a forever with, someone to fall asleep with every night, wake up next to them each morning, who could make me laugh on my darkest days, someone I wanted to experience the good and the bad with. And deep down I think part of me wanted that person to be Anna, even if I couldn't admit it to myself yet. 

"Okay so are you going to talk to me or is this just going to be the most quiet car ride ever?" Mia asked again after me not answering her for another couple of minutes, "What could you possibly be so deep in thought about at 7 in the morning?" I didn't respond for a minute I just kind of sat there and thought about what I wanted to say. "It's just I don't know what to expect from this week, like I want to have fun and make memories but I just don't know." I said with one breath "Woah woah woah calm down and take a breath. Why are you so worked up over seeing a friend?" She asked. I didn't respond because I didn't even know why I was worked up. "You like her again don't you?" Mia questioned while raising her eyebrow. "I don't know to be honest, I think so but what if it's just kind of a friend crush." I responded kind of embarrassed. The rest of the drive was uneventful, I think Mia knew not to push me and get me to talk about my feelings when I didn't want to. Before I knew it I saw the sign that we were entering Anna's town and my mood went from thoughtful to excited. I began to feel my heart beat so fast it felt like it was going to jump out of my chest.

(Anna's POV)

I just had such a good week hanging out with Chase, but I was even more excited to hang out with Ag and Mia. They should be here in about an hour and I could not wait. I'm not really sure what is going to happen this week between Ag and I. We were talking for a little bit during quarantine, but I just couldn't get myself to commit to her. I don't know why I have the inability  to commit to others, when all I want is to truly show them how I feel. Plus Ag could have any girl she wanted, why would she want me? I overthink everything, I am extremely insecure, I have never been in love and I can't even hold a relationship past three months so I would just ruin our friendship anyways. I can't let myself overthink this because I will just become miserable and ruin the time I do have with them, since who knows when I will be able to see them in person again. I must have been in deep thought for a long time because all of sudden I get a couple texts from Ag.

Ag McDaniel

We just got into your town should be at your house in 10!
Can't wait to see you
Also Mia needs to pee ASAP

Okay! Can't wait to see you guys!
Lol okay lucky for her we have bathrooms

All of a sudden I feel sick to my stomach with nerves and start pacing around the living room waiting for them to arrive. "If you keep pacing you are going to wear down my carpet" I hear my mom say from the kitchen. "Sorry Mia and Ag are going to be here soon and I am just nervous." I say while continuing to pace. "You weren't like this before Chase got here, why so nervous now?" She asks seemingly confused. She's right what is the difference, they are both just my friends because I can't express my feelings. "I don't know I guess I have just been friends with Chase longer," I say, lying straight through my teeth. I don't know why I didn't tell her the truth about me and Ag. Even though I'm not even sure what the truth is anymore. I think my mom would support me no matter what, but there is still that underlying fear that you will lose your entire family even though you are finding yourself. My mom is about to say something else when the doorbell rings. I freeze and pretty sure I stop breathing for a second. "Honey I think your friends are here, do you want me to get the door?" My mom asks just trying to help me out. "Um no it's okay I will go get it" I respond with. I take a deep breath and see two of my best friends standing on my front porch. 

"Well finally you answered the door I thought I was going to pee my pants, where is the bathroom?" Mia asks basically pushing past me. "Down the hall second door on the right" I say and turn around to point so I could show her where it was. As I turn around to say something to Ag I feel a pair of arms rap around me and lift me off the ground. I haven't felt this way since that first night at playlist. I hug her back by wrapping my arms around her neck, we just kind of stand there for a second enjoying each others presence. It feels like time freezes, but eventually Ag puts me back down. I was kind of sad but then I realized why she heard footsteps coming to the front door, thankfully it was only Mia and not my mom. "Wow I thought my bladder was going to explode," she says walking over to give me a hug. It wasn't the same as the hug with Ag which just confused me even more.

We grabbed the rest of the stuff from Mia's car and headed up to my room to just hang out for a little. "Wow I can't believe I am in the Sheriff Boon's room," Ag said to me while laughing. "Very funny Ag, we will see if you will be laughing later when I kick your butt in the race" I responded with. "Oh it is so on" Ag says with a smile on her face. We all posted on our social media's that we were together because none of the fans knew exactly who was coming to visit me. They all thought it might have been Ag and Mia, but we lied to them and said they weren't coming until next month. As soon as we posted everyone began freaking out because Ag and I were together. Of course Ag wanted to see Jerry and had to take him out like she said she would back when we were talking. I can't help but to laugh at her just being herself with a stuffed bear. We made a couple more TikToks and looking at them you could just see the pure joy in my eyes. I have never been happier. I don't know what it is about Ag, but she just makes me feel beyond comfortable and like I can be myself. I haven't thought about being in a relationship since Ag and I decided to stop talking a few months ago. I wasn't sure what was going to happen over these next couple of days, but what I do know is that it is going to change my life forever.

Authors Note!

Hey everyone I hope you liked this chapter! Sorry it took so long to update I couldn't log into my account for the past week. Anyways I am going to try and update a few more times tonight because I have some ideas! 

Enjoy :)