Flawless

Chapter 2

I woke up to small hands rubbing against my face. I opened my eyes to see my beautiful two year old smiling at me. "Hey mama's baby" I said to her as I wrapped my arms around her and gave her kisses. "Mommy I eat" she cried out to me as she pointed to her mouth. I got up to make everyone breakfast.

When I was done cooking, I went to go refresh myself as Elise watched Myra eat. After taking care of my hygiene routine, I walked back into to the kitchen to see a mess. Myra had food all over her. "Mommy look I eat" she said. " You ate alright" I said back to her. Elise stood there laughing weakly.

"How are you feeling" I asked Elise.

"I'm hanging in there" she replied back.

Elise was very sick. We didn't know exactly what she had because she doesn't like going to the doctor. I've tried begging her to go but she won't. The last thing I want to happen is for me to lose the only person whose been family to me since I got pregnant.

"Why won't you go" I said as a tear escaped from my eye.

"We're not having this discussion again. My soul is in God's hands so if it's my time then I won't fight to stay another day on this earth." She stated calmly as she wiped the tear from my face.

" But I need you. Myra needs you. Your the only family we have. Your time can't be up, you still have so much to live for. Just go see the doctors please" I tried pleading to her.

Her hand rubbed my face as she told me not to worry. We was then interrupted by Myra as she cried out for mama Lise to come pick her up. For the rest of the day I spent quality time with my family. I decided to just enjoy the moments we do have together.

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Daytime was coming to an end and I needed to start making my way to the club. I missed having the opportunity to stay at home and put Myra to bed but bills never stop so I needed to make money. I kissed Myra and Elise goodbye. I took one more glance at them before I walked out the door and smiled.

When I finally made it to the club, I headed straight towards the locker room. I sat in my usual area and started to get ready. Today I decided to go with a studded black thong and matching bikini top. While I fixed my makeup, I caught Tink staring at me.

"Look if you wanna stare...how about I give you a show and you can pay like the rest. Cause if you not trying to throw something my way. You better get the hell on" I snapped at her.

When I first started, I wasn't so outspoken. But over time you learn that you got to put these bitches in their place or they'll start running all over you. "Bitch the only thing I'll be throwing your way is my damn fist" she yelled back. "Well do it" I challenged her but before anything could happen Mike came rushing into the room.

" Tell me why I don't see enough ass shaking out on the floor. You bitches better get to work before you get fired" he yelled.

While all of the other girls rushed to get out the room. I stayed and continued to take my time getting ready. Being the number one star gave me privileges but it also brung attention I didn't want. Mike eyed me as he walked over. His hand began to trail down the sides of my body as he pressed against me

"Come on Mike, you know I don't get down like that" I said while pushing him away.

"Your going to give it up one day. All these bitches do and plus you should want to. I'm the reason you have a job" he said with a creepy smile.

"Well I'm not like these other bitches and I won't become like them just to keep this job" I replied back.

His hand caressed the side of my face. "We'll see about that baby. Now go out there and put on a great show. I'll be watching" he said. He let me walk out but not before giving my ass a hard slap. I went to the bar to get two shots before I went on stage. Once I heard my name, it's like a spell came over me. Arnell was no longer here but instead replaced with a facade.

I flipped onto the pole and stared out into the crowd. I caressed different parts of my body while I worked the entire stage. I glanced up top to see Mike staring down at me. After three shows and a few lap dances I was tired. I headed backstage to get ready to leave when another dancer named Peaches called my name. She told me that I had someone waiting on me in one of the private rooms. I tried to keep from going back into the private rooms but every blue moon I would get called to go back there.

I fixed my makeup and hair real quick then slowly made my way to the private room. When I walked in the lights were dim and I saw no one sitting on the couch but then I heard the door slam behind me. I felt a bunch of hands grabbing me from behind. "Lets handle this bitch" someone said. I recognized the voice. It was Tink and her friends. These bitches were trying to jump me but I was known for putting up a good fight. I grabbed one girl and swung her to floor then kicked her in the stomach.

After that I felt my hair being pulled and someone hitting me upside my head. I ignored the pain I was feeling and kept swinging. One of my hits landed right against Tink's nose making her stumble over. I pushed the other two girls away from me and tackled Tink to the ground. I punched her repeatedly in the face. "Help...get the stuff" she yelled out. The next thing I know I felt a needle being stab into my neck. Every swing I threw after that became slow and weak.

I felt the other girls lifting me up off of Tink. My vision was becoming impaired. I watched as they stood over me and began to kicked me all over my body. A few minutes later I heard the door open and the kicking came to an end. I tried to get up but my body was too weak. Then a disoriented male figure came into view. I tried focusing in on the figure to see if I could recognize who it was but my vision was going in and out. I could feel the blood coming from my mouth.

I thought the figure was here to help so I tried reaching out. The girls were no longer in the room. I felt my body being lifted up and put on to the couch. Then hands began to roam my body. "No stop" I uttered out. I was struggling to speak. I felt paralyzed from the waist down. Kisses were planted on my neck.
"Ima take care of you baby. Don't worry daddy is here to make you feel good. You've been holding out on this pussy for too long" a voice whispered as he rubbed my area through the little piece of fabric. I struggled to get a word out but managed to say " Please no". It sounded more like a mumble.

My legs were being spread and I felt the cold air hit my private area. At that moment I knew what was to come. His sex piece slammed inside me. He groaned into my ear. His hot breath running down the side of my neck gave me chills. My last thoughts before I blacked out were of my daughter. At home was where I wanted to be. This is not the life I saw for myself.

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