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⚠️Death trigger warning

1 month later


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"Mark woke up!" yuta yelled at the lunch table, students turned to look at them weirdly and continued eating. the rest were in shock "really!" he showed his messages from his mom who was with mark's mother at the hospital already.

He dialed his mom "please let me go" he pleased to his mom "no yuta stay in school mark is fine he needs to rest more"-"no I have to go, please I've never missed a day"-"a perfect reason as to why you should continue like that"-"I won't go stupid for three hours of not learning!"


the rest were intrigued with the talk "dont you dare speak to me like that Nakamoto, you will stay in school and then you can come to the hospital, I will update you, if I hear you left school you are in big trouble"

 she hung up, he slammed his phone on the table, sicheng tried calming him down which did work, everyone was surprised how he could handle it calmly and make yuta sit back down and breath steady again. "don't worry yuta we'll be able to visit him today, although not all of us can go today it would be too much for him" yangyang spoke up.


He nodded and sighed trying to finish the rest of his lunch, once in a while sicheng fed him so he could cheer up more and again it helped. 


>>>After school>>>


Only yuta and jaehyun went to the hospital to visit mark. They quickly went to the front desk and checked in as guest, they took the elevator to the fifth floor. Passing by several rooms they finally made it. 

Yuta felt that his heart would explode any second his best friend was wake after months of crying and praying for him to wake up and be okay. Jaehyun was nervous as to how mark was and most important, Haechan the love of his life who was no longer with them.

They slowly opened the door, he was reading a book. "Mark?" yuta said quietly. He looked up from his book looking at both boys at the door. "Yuta? jaehyun?" not sure if he was correct, yuta ran over and hugged him tightly "I missed you so much" jaehyun came along and hugged mark smiling.

"thank you for coming guys, I missed you too" both were still holding in their breath for that question.

"where is haechanie? why hasn't he come yet?" mark asked excitedly wanting to see the love of his life. Their hearts shattered holding in their tears, yuta thought mark's mom had told him, how cruel of her to not tell and comfort her own son, as well as haechan's mother. It was sick of them not to tell him.

"Mark I-" he couldn't finish the sentence he just couldn't. "what is it?" he asked starting to get nervous why no one wants to mention him, his mom and haechan's mom avoided the question too and haechan's mom walked out the room in a hurry.

"no one wants to tell me, please don't tell me he's moved on" he said with a shaky voice. Oh it was much worse, it made them light headed. Think about it if yuta just woke up from months of coma and woke up to know sicheng was gone from life, his world would come crashing down and cry and not want to live or love anymore.

It's not easy as jaehyun thought, the thought of taeyong taking his life because of him, and then if this ever happened like their haechan. He hated this, he did not want to tell him. Yet not telling him would make it worse in many ways.

"FU*K" Yuta cursed crying falling on his knees holding Mark's hands trembling "He's gone mark, haechanie is gone" 

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His soul left, he couldn't breath "cut the sh*t guys he's not gone, you're lying!" he cried "You are lying!" the monitor started beeping yuta looked up his heart rate was going too high "Call someone!" jaehyun yelled he ran out the room yelling for help, nurses came in running and attending him right away.

Both cried watching their friend cry. 

yuta and Jaehyun waited outside "their parents are as*holes" he yelled, yuta took out his phone dialing mark's mother "Ms. lee why did you not tell mark about haechan?!" at this point he did not care about being rude if anything they were the monsters here.

"I didn't know how to tell him I was afraid"

"and you decided to not tell him! how could you be so cruel he is your song you should have been here for him!"

"i'm sorry yuta I should have I'm a horrible person"

"yeah you are, he had an attack right now, you know how hard it was for me to tell him? no you don't, I hope you get it together and be a better mom for you'r son, sorry for being so rude Ms. Lee but I can't let it go by and have you go like you'r son did not just wake from months of big in coma and the love of his life passing away!"

he hung up furiously, jaehyun hugged his friend "you did good yuta". A few minutes later the nurses came out Mark's room. They went back in mark was sitting on his bed looking down crying.

"I want to die" he whispered, both still heard it "mark please don't say that, you are alive a-"

"and I lived for a reason and life continues? yeah sure i'll just forget about haechan in an instant oh what a beautiful day to be alive!" he yelled In anger "you would not know what it is like thats why you arising this so calmly!" he yelled at yuta.

"please mark you can't be like this we suffered a lot too haechan left us but when you were still here we all prayed fo you to wake up, we came by so often now you are here I know and yes you are right we do not know how it feels but we are here you're not alone" jaehyun said holding mark's hand.

"im sorry yuta, jaehyun but I will never be happy ever again my life will be a disaster, haechan is my only happiness making everyday to look forward to" 

"haechan is not here and you are I love you too much mark, and I will not let you leave us we will be with you every day and make it worth" yuta cried to his friend.

"please leave me alone guys, I need time"-"we'll come back tomorrow then" yuta hugged him, jaehyun right after "guys" they turned around "p-please bring me pictures of me and h-haechanie tomorrow a-and thank you for being here today"

"we'll always be here mark, I'll make sure to bring them" they walked out the room hurting. 

>>>Next day>>>

"lets go?" yuta told jaehyun after school "yeah"

they drove to the hospital, again. "Mark?" both entered the room, he looked pale and tired Jaehyun sighed he took the pictures out his backpack walking to mark. 

"here" he safely said handing them, the other boy weakly took them placing down the photo's one by one as he went through them. Tears stained them, he started crying as he saw his sunshine smiling so brightly "I'll be with you soon my love" he whispered, kissing the picture.

"Mark?" jaehyun said confused of what he heard. "I'll be okay guys, I just want to be with him, don't cry for me" he held both of their hands. Jaehyun and yuta were confused. "could you go get me something to eat from the cafeteria?" mark asked. Yuta happily nodded that mark wanted to eat, "go with yuta jaehyun I want to be with haechanie"

"We'll be back quickly" both said "I love you both and my friends a lot thank you for everything" mark said "you know it mark" yuta said walking out the door with jaehyun.

Mark took off the cord from his fingers and arm, taking a picture of him and haechan, He walked to the window and unlocked it stepping at the edge. "Haechanie im sorry, I need you" 

He took one step.

Screams were heard from outside the hospital. 

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