Please Be Respectful || Jaeyong

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It was getting dark and cold, trees turning orange colors falling from trees, they were near fall already. They stopped by to get sunflowers and back on the road. Yuta drove by the open gates into the parking lot turning off the vehicle letting them both get off.

He slung his arm over mark as they walked into the building going outside to the huge field filled with all types of flowers and items that represented very person. Leaves were on the floor crunching under their every steps.

He now stood in front of it

Lee Donghyuck

"Hi my love, I brought you sunflowers your favorite I- I miss you so much but I'll do my best to get better, you would always tell me I didn't look good crying and that would make me laugh instead thank you for everything I love you so much Donghyuck we'll meet again my love" He carefully put down the bright yellow orange flowers next to his name, kneeling in front not wanting to leave, yuta came from behind kneeling down beside him in silence.

"I can't yuta I want him back" Mark cried the other held him tightly hugging him tightly, they stayed like this until mark was able to calm down, it started getting colder and darker they could see their breathing in the air.

"Look the first star" yuta pointed at the sky "Thats Donghyuck he's with us" mark looked up and smiled "thank you" he whispered, both stood up mark said his last goodbye as they walked back to the car.

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The way back home was silent yuta knew mark was not going to be in the mood to talk even if it was to distract him from the pain. All mark could think about were 'if haechan were here' he never took his boyfriend for granted not once he told him everyday how much he loved him, wrote him songs and played them for him.

He knew haechan never took him for granted either making mark laugh and feel such a beautiful aura by hearing and seeing him.

"Yuta" He said in a low voice "thank for everything"-"mark you know I will always be here for you, you're my brother you are not alone"-"it's just I feel like im holding my breath now fearing something is going to happen to my mom, you everyone I love I just never want to lose anyone else ever again"

"belive in us mark we would never try to risk our selves we will all make sure to be safe and healthy don't worry how about I stay over tonight?"-"you'd do that?"-"of course it's Saturday night"-"what about winwin"-"he won't mind don't worry"-"I think I'll say yes to the offer then"

"Okay, then we can talk about so much tea thats been going on that you won't believe" yuta said making his friend slightly smile for the first time in the day. The first night restarting his life without the love of his life, he'll always be with me.

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"Yuta, mark you're back!" she hugged them both "so are you staying tonight?" yuta nodded "great! mark honey lets talk please" yuta made his way to mark's room letting them both talk in the living room privately.

"come here my baby sit down" she pulled him to the couch. "I know it must feel so unfair to you, you feel like you cant stand up and feel weak but you do not know h-how thankful and blessed I feel to have you here I thought I lost you.." she cried

"I- I cried every night for you honey, I can not feel the pain haechan's parents feel but you need to be grateful to life it gave you a chance to continue, we will get through this together, I'll do my best with your father and go to wherever we need to go to make sure we can help you, you're not alone you have us your friends who love you and now an angel the brightest of all do not give up mark please do not give up" she hugged her son both cried holding each other tightly.