Scattered Thoughts

Desire of longing

Longing..
Or envy?
Certainly not jealousy. These selective words raises eyebrow in a crowd but every bodybag have felt it towards someone or at some point in their life. What is a bodybag? It's a bag of skin filled with flesh and bones I mean human beings or as we like to address ourselves. But this writing is not me calling out on our ethical behavior or morality related to being humans. That's a story for another time to tell.

Tonight I would like to talk about envy let's call it envy shall we? Yes, so has this ever happened to any of you where you look at a picture on the social media of certain someone you knew dearly with someone else who is not you? Or spotted that someone on the road with someone else while passing by? Or maybe at a restaurant? That certain someone was once someone close to you but now barely acknowledges you. And that the other person from the picture now sits on a place where once you used occupy with. It's a pretty common scenario I get it but it happens to every single one of us for sure. Maybe at some point of your life s/he desired to be with you more than what you two were but you were so stuck up to be on the same point and that person was not okay with what you were wanting so they just moved on for their best.
That is a perfectly understandable human nature. We are programmed in a way to evolve throughout our life journey. And you just try to make yourself understand that whatever happened, it worked out for good because obviously you want the best for them so what if it's not you. Or maybe some profound quotes you find in the web saying, "Life is like an ocean. Everyone comes to it has purpose. Some meant to stay and some meant to wash away from the shore of life". Then why do you feel this puzzling inside your heart for a moment which you banish by clearing the air next moment? Is it just your own wickedness or it is a normal thing to feel?

P.s Those people still have my blessings.