Today is a good day.
For starter, The weather has been a pure blessing to the earthlings. It started with cold breeze from the early morning and lasted all day long. Right before the sun touch down, nature smiles with sprinkles of raindrops.
What's so special about today?
I mended an old bridge of friendship which I burned once. Or At least I tried mending it. With time It will speak for itself. But I couldn't be more proud of myself for gathering all the courage to try it once more. Because this person, for this person it's worth the trying.
He was the consistency, the cheerleader, the parent who adopted my inner introvert, the saver and I being my worst enemy sabotaged that for myself because why not? I don't deserve that. I am used to being left alone and unwanted anyway.
I have decided to shed off that old skin and get out of my caterpillar form. Slowly but surely.
O wings of fire, Where art thou?
COVID-19 has been real "kick in the dick" for me. And I pray it has been the same for others too.
Cheers to moving on, to a new friendship with old scars!
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Scattered Thoughts
PoetrySabrina's Journal of thoughts. After getting tired of being continuously anxious, sad, panicking about the uncertainty of life and being lost on the process of evolving over and over again she thought of writing down everything she felt. Here everyo...
