ZYL48 x BY48 OneShot(s)

[ZhuBai] - Loving you too much

Title : Loving you too much

Pairing : Zhu Yilong x Bai Yu

Rating : T

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(1)

He lost sleep again.

Zhu Yilong got up from his bed, walked barefoot to the bathroom, turned on his faucet and then splashed his face with cold water. He let out a heavy sigh before he raised his head to see himself in the mirror. His pale skin, his sunken cheeks, and his bloodshot eyes. He stayed like that for a while, then walked out of the bathroom in silence.

Instead of returning to his bed in the bedroom, he turned around and went into his living room, turned on the TV, and watched a random show blankly. He didn't want to go back to sleep, he couldn't sleep anyway. His king size bed was too big, and the sheet and pillows were too cold, even if he'd changed the sheet long ago to the simple, pure black bed sheet. If Bai Yu was still there, he would never choose such a dull and boring pattern.

But Bai Yu was no longer there. Every time Zhu Yilong lay down on that bed, the empty space beside him reminded him of the fact that he had broken up with Bai Yu for several weeks now.

As a result, he'd begun to suffer from insomnia. Even if he could barely fall asleep, he would continue to dream. He'd always dreamed about how he and Bai Yu were constantly arguing, about how Bai Yu was so tired of his passive and indifferent attitude, and about how Bai Yu was standing at the front door with his suitcase and looking back at him with tears in his eyes for the last time.

"Long Ge, if you still don't say anything, I really have no reason to stay."

But what he'd said at that time-oh, he hadn't said anything, he'd been very stubborn back then so he hadn't said a word until Bai Yu had turned away disappointedly, and then disappeared from his sight. Zhu Yilong had regretted it almost immediately, but he hadn't chased after Bai Yu because of his damn self-esteem.

He'd thought that only a few days later, Bai Yu would take the initiative to come back to him, after all, Bai Yu had always been so clingy to him. But one day, two days had passed, and then one week, two weeks, Bai Yu had disappeared completely from his life, as if the person who once had slept with him and been so tender and sweet to him had never existed.

But how could Bai Yu not exist?-Zhu Yilong thought bitterly, how could Bai Yu, who he'd always loved, and who had always loved him, now was no longer there with him.

The TV was showing a heart-piercing movie, but Zhu Yilong had just been looking at the screen numbly. At the end of the movie, when the heroine sang the theme song with a guitar, he took out his mobile phone and made a call.

"Is he okay."

"Oh my God, do you know what time it is, can't you do it tomorrow-"

"Is he okay, answer me."

"....He's fine."

He didn't ask anything else to Bai Yu's manager anymore, he just hung up silently.

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(2)

Weeks later, Bai Yu talked to Zhu Yilong on the phone and said he would come to his house to get some things. Zhu Yilong felt a rush of panic when he answered the phone because he didn't know what to say. When received Bai Yu's call, he was really surprised to think that Bai Yu wanted to be reconciled with him, but the content of the next conversation completely froze his heart.