The Arrangement

Chapter 31

We spent our days in bed making love then talking our favorite things. I opened myself to him telling about my childhood and all the things I hated about being a Ford.
And for the first time last night he opened himself to me telling me about his mother, what he remembered about her and how lost he felt when he lost her.
We even talked about the baby we lost, how much it hurt then and how much it still hurt to remember.
Today is our last day here we had just finished dinner and we were back at our room. Lucas was sitting on the balcony watching out the beautiful view.
I walked to him suddenly aware that I needed him to know my feelings for him. I needed to tell him how much I love him.

"I want to tell you something." I said to Lucas.
"Okay." He said with a smile closing the distance between us.
"Kiss me first," I said.
Lucas bent down gently brushing his lips against mine before pulling away.
"I love you Lucas." I say again my eyes welling up.
He doesn't say anything, he just stares at me so I continue. Baring my whole soul to him.
"Lucas, you knock me off my feet every time I walk into a room. You make me question everything and you make my insides do somersaults and somehow you make me braver than anyone I've ever known. I've never felt more wanted and important and worthy than I do when I look at myself through your eyes.
I realize you might not feel the same way about me and I'm scared of ruining what we already have but I want you to know this Lucas. I love you." I say and then tears were streaming down my face.
Lucas wipes away tears smiling down at me and I suddenly can't breathe, I'm so anxious waiting to hear what he would say.
"I love you too Vanessa. I'm in love with you." His voice caught, and he had to pause. "You've changed how I think, how I feel, how I breathe. You're in my heart, in my soul. I want to be with you now and forever," Lucas said kissing my face everywhere, quick and urgent.
"I want my home with you. I want a life with you." He added in between kisses.

"I was so scared that you didn't. I thought—" I say my tears of happiness flowing down my cheeks.
"I know. I should've—"
"No, I should've told you."
And then we were kissing, urgently and fast.
Lucas licks and kisses across my collarbone pulling off my top, then slowly pulls down one bra cup to expose my breast, while squeezing and massaging the other. He licks my nipple, sucking. My thighs squirm with the need to feel him inside me. I wrap one leg around his hips and grind on his thick erection.
"You're so perfect," he mutters, yanking my bra farther down to suck on my other nipple.
He presses himself against me, urgent and hungry. Then I feel him working to free himself, to pull out his cock, which he holds in one hand while rubbing the tip against my pussy.

He fucks me against the wall. Gently at first, letting both of us get used to this position. Then harder, deeper. My hands tangle in his hair, nails digging into the back of his neck to hold on. He wraps one arm under my leg to bring it up higher and open me wider for him. Every thrust causes a burst of pleasure to cascade through my body. I lose control of my voice, overcome by the intensity.

Suddenly he stops. He turns me around to face the bed and bends me over the edge. I'm panting, out of breath, while he flips my skirt up to expose my ass, running his hands over my bare skin and squeezing my cheeks.
He runs the head of his cock against my ass.
"Yes," I say, desperate for him to be inside me again.
He plunges deep, holding onto my hips. I moan at the sensation of fullness and push back against him. Wanting, needing him to get me off.

"With every stroke our voices grow louder. I fist the sheets in my hands, legs trembling, pushing back to meet his deep thrusts.
"Fuck. You feel so good." Lucas reaches his hand around me to rub my clit as he urges me to my orgasm.
Biting my lip, I moan muffling sounds as we finish together.