Their sunshine goddess

Don't do that again

*hinata's pov *
'1!'
"Why did you do that?" I asked my hair covering my eyes. "Because we all need you Shouyou!" Noya said trying to hold back tears. "We.. we love you Shouyou..." Tanaka and noya whispered into her ears. "Sho-chan are you alright?!" Kei's words brought her back to reality. "In as fine as someone who sadly didn't die can be..." I said not looking anyone in their eyes as I walked past them back into the building. "Well untill next time." I say as I slightly wave my hand to the group behind me. "Where are you going?" I voice calls close behind me,I don't even need to look to know who it is so I close my eyes and sigh. "Not the roof if that's what you're asking iwaizumi-senpai." I say with my eyes still closed as I walk down the hall. "Shrimp-chan~" Another voice calls for me. I put my arms behind my head. "Grand king." "Are you still mad at what me and kuroo did?" He asked slightly whimpering. I turn towards him and look him in his eyes. "No I just want you to be happy." I say with a close eyed smile before turning away. 'Lady Shiko!' 'Y-yes my lady' she answers her voice shaking. 'Did you tell them to save me?' 'Yes my lady..' 'And Why is that? I jumped by myself I didn't want to be saved Shiko!' I told her as tears filled my eyes. 'I wanted to die Shiko! The sweet release of death would have been good for all of us. They could have forgotten me and moved on!' I shouted as tears rolled down my face. "So... why? Why save me I'm not that important you know?!' More tears fell down my cheek. 'I can't let you die I'm sorry my lady' She said as a single tear escaped her eye. I looked infront of me.. the stairs to the roof... "Shouyou! What are you doing!?" Oh no! I'm so screwed now! "N-nothing s-suga I-I promise." I stutter as I wiped the tears from my face. "Hinata..." His voice sounded so... broken. 'It's all my fault! If I had died I wouldn't be causing so much pain for those around me!' I look at the door to the roof than suga then the door and booked it. I reached for the knob but someone grabs my hand. "Why are you doing this?" 'Tendou.' "Are my acting skills really that good? I always thought about it it's just that I don't want to bother anyone.." I say as I get my hand free from his grip. Someone hugged me from behind,I flinched at the sudden contact. "Sho-chan please don't." Someone said through tears. 'Crap it's either yachi or Yamaguchi' "I'm sorry I won't do it again don't worry." I lied through my teeth trying to calm yachi down. 'Stop lying to them Shouyou! You can trust them!' I ignore the words and walk away to the kitchen tendou and Suga following close behind me. One moment I'm walking to the kitchen with Suga and tendou, the next I'm being tackled. I'm so confused.