Sea Of Despairೃ༄

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Ctto mi amor for writing this~

I used to think that it's better if I avoided getting into relationships, not because I don't want to but because I think I'll only be a burden. I felt that my bottle is better off empty than having it full with overflowing emotions.

What do empty bottles do when they're being smacked?? They make loud noises, sounds. Cries of help, voices of agony. Those emotionless bottles making screams close to the sounds of damned souls screaming in hell, but since they're weary, filling those bottles with feelings will only lead to it being cracked and eventually shattered.

The emotions built up in those bottles will spill and then comes the feeling of nostalgia, because of not feeling immense love for a long time, you once again get attached to it, so much so that the weight of being a burden disappears from your shoulder, but wait, why is it still heavy?

Perhaps, because you are now carrying something heavier and that is the fear of losing the person you gave your all to, even if the weight is heavier, it will always be better... Because you're not alone anymore, and that makes it so worth it.

Love makes it so damn worth it.