I was devastated when I got off the phone with Vernon. I covered my mouth thinking about the thought of my father. He wasn't perfect but I still loved him. all you can hear we're muffled cries pouring out of me. I couldn't even comprehend anything that was happening. The driver finally stopped at my house and I immediately rushed out. I used my house key to go inside. I called out for my mom but she never answered. I went upstairs to look for my mom. I walked into her room only to find her once beautiful room a mess. And trust me it was horrid. I found all kinds of drugs, alcohol, empty tissue boxes and her and his clothes scattered everywhere. I saw my mom drinking a beer while crying endlessly. I went over to her and hugged her knowing why she's doing all of this. And it hurts cause we both loved him. It felt weird because the entire house smelt like his cologne. I wiped my mother's tears and made us some soup. After awhile we sat down and ate.
Mom: how did you find out about your father's death?
Oh shit....
You: someone so recently told me about it.
Mom: it really is devastating and hard. It feels weird not having him here anymore. I miss him.
You: yea me too.
It fell quiet after some time
Mom: But anyways after every death there's a new life. How are you and Namjoon doing? Have you two been thinking about........
I raised an eyebrow looking at her curiously.
You: about what?
Mom: a baby.
Oh fuck me. I should've known she was gonna ask that. I don't know what I'm gonna tell her. Me and Namjoon specifically said that weren't gonna have kids. I can't even at this point.
You: Mom as we said before. Right now isn't a good time. Me and Nam-
Mom: Y/n listen to me. You and Namjoon have to be serious about this marriage. The fact that your father is now dead is going to cause a lot of attraction to the press.
You: I know....
Mom: no you don't. The reason why I'm pressuring you about this is because I knew this was gonna happen. I knew that your father was involved with illegal buisness that's why we wanted you to get married to the Kim family. With both families combined we have a long lasting legacy. But we need a new generation to keep that legacy. Your father already signed a petition with the Kim family that the first child you have will be the next chairman after Namjoon retires.
My face was in complete shock. I knew that my parents had a lot of problems but I didn't know it was this serious. I can't even at this point. I mean there could be a possiblity that I'm pregnant since Namjoon never used protection but even if I was I don't really know who the babys father is since Vernon also came inside me. Tears slowly wanted to invade my eyes but I tried my best to stop them from coming out since I didnt want to cry infront of my mom.
You: So what happens if I don't get pregnant soon?
Mom: Namjoon will lose the company and we will be in deep debt with the Kim family altogether. We would have to pay them fine of money we don't even have.
At this point I couldn't say anything but:
You: I'll call Namjoon....
Later on.....
After I called Namjoon and explained all of this to him he couldn't even say anything. Because of this he might even have to turn down the collaboration in thailand. And I can tell this could already be a good boost for the company. After a long moment of silence I decided to speak.
You: Namjoon I wish I didn't have to share this news with you because I didn't want to pressure you. But we need a plan and we better get to it soon.
