My Daddy😈💦

Chapter 42

"and it's over now" The same words that I said years ago lingered into my mind as I clothed my 2 years old daughter. You guys must be confused. After Namjoon confessed he got Rose pregnant I left him on that exact day. I went Back to my home town to live with my mom but she abandoned me since I broke up with Namjoon and didn't want anything to do with him. I was so sad my mother just threw me out as if I meant nothing to her. So I decided to move in with my friends in our shared mansion. I couldn't stop crying that day. They were so happy I moved in but also I had to tell them why and what happened with Namjoon. And Tae and Jungkook on that exact day went to Namjoon's house and punched him in his face out  of anger even though I begged them not to. Me and Namjoon never divorced or have talked since then. I blocked his number. A couple days went by as I was living with my friends I started having bad tummy aches,vomiting and other things I'd rather not talk about. We went to the doctor and found out that I was actually 2 or 3 weeks pregnant. And it turns out it actually was Namjoon's child. While I was pregnant I decided to go back to school with my friends and ended up graduating. My friends really helped me throughout this pregnancy. I never ended up going to that special school since It's full time and I have a child So I decided to go into nursing. But with the extra money  I earned to go to that special school I ended up putting it in my saving account incase of an emergency. To this day I'm still studying nursing but I know I can do it. My baby girl is so cute and all grown up. I live in a small apartment since I need to save money. It's not low quality or anything. But for the last year gaining money has been a real struggle for me lately. After my experience with Vernon I'm so scared to go to another cafe or restaurant and have to experience the same thing over again. But now I work as a stripper at an illegal club where drug dealers,mafias,gangsters and other people involved with illegal activity go to. None of them know my identity since the club owner makes sure our identities aren't exposed. I try to work every night since stripping is the only job keeping me and my daughter alive. I also work at an internet cafe but it dosen't pay as much than my job at the club. But with my history records I'll never become a teacher since I'm involved with illegal business and other sexual stuff. I've never slept with anybody since Namjoon. I'm trying my best to set a better example for myself and my daughter. There's an old lady that watches over her in the night time. She lives next door to me. I'm so blessed to have her in my life. She treats me as if I was her daughter. And Aera was her grandaughter. She was also kind of like a mother figure to me since mine literally left me on the streets. I mean she does have a daughter but she left her and never visited her. Her husband died years ago too. Now it's just her and her cats. I can see that she loves Aera which was the name Mark chose to name the baby. Sometimes in the morning time she'll ask if Aera can come over and of course knowing Aera she'll go at any time of the day. I really trust her. I Sometimes Invite her over for Christmas, Easter and other holidays. But enough about that. For the longest time Aera has been wondering about her father and at 2 years old it's also quite surprising for me too. But when she sees other kids or friends with their fathers It sometimes hurts a little. And it breaks my heart too. But thanks to the guys they also kind of fill the missing father figure in Aera's life. Jungkook is always dressing up and having tea parties with her, BamBam teaches her how to cook, Tae spoils her and brings her gucci shopping  and Mark is always dancing and singing songs with her which I find is so adorable. But on the other hand it is hard to be a single mother and to take care of a baby. But anyways back to the main part of the situation. I clothed Aera and put her down in my bed since there's only one room.