𝐁𝐥𝐮𝐞 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 • 𝐳.𝐡 |✔️

Messed Up

Zach p.o.v.

"really Zach? i'm leaving then." Taylor said sighing. "come on Zach."

i opened the door with my hair all messed and my eyes puffy. i nodded for Taylor to come in. i closed the door.

she walks in biting her lip. "what's up with you. no really?"

"i messed up."

"yeah you did but at least your friends were with you unlike me. i get dumped by my boyfriend the night before he leaves, him knowing your best friend is dating one of his best friends and is leaving her. so i'm crying all alone as you have everyone to support you. i should be a mess but i realized why should i cry over a guy who didn't even try to give us a fighting chance?" Taylor said tearing up.

"i'm a selfish guy who cares about himself but i'm not. i didn't want to break up but i knew seeing your face or getting a text would have been hard. i'm sorry that it's a shitty excuse, i really am."

"why didn't you tell me? i thought i did something wrong?!" Taylor said slightly loud.

"you never could. i love you and nothing will ever stop my heart beating for you. i know i keep pushing you away and i hate i do, i really do. why would you even want me back. hell i wouldn't take me back." i sigh sitting on my bed looking up. "i'm sorry for everything."

"me too.."

"can we be friends or be friendly around our friends? Jonah said he misses his scrabble buddy."

"we can try." Taylor replies taking my hand lightly squeezing it. 

i take my free hand and wipe tears from Taylor face.