Suicides- Michael Clifford (Sequel to AAO)

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Ashley's p.o.v (Surprise, bitches)

" -When I take a look at my life,
and all of my crimes
you're the only thing I think I got right.
I'll never give you away,
cuz I already made,
already made that mistake " I listened to lover of mine on repeat througout the whole day remembering dad telling me how he approached mom. This is the song he sang to her, telling her how he felt about her. 

" Hey, Ash. You okay? You've been in your room for the whole day. Why? And why is lover of mine on repeat? " 

" Carly. I miss dad. I miss him like crazy. I don't have a mom who could comfort me " 

" C'mere " I hugged her as she cried on my shirt 

" I still can't believe she cheated on him! She is still married " 

" It's okay. And remember, Uncle Cal is here " I pointed at her heart 

" I love you, Carly " 

" I love you too, Ash. Now let's go eat dinner. I made spaghetti! " 

" Oooh YUM! " 

It has been a week since we moved in. Our families are visiting tomorrow. Blake's room will be for Carly's parents. Leo's room is for his. Gordon is sleeping on the sofa bed in the movie room. Blake and Carly will share a bed, and so will Leo and I. 

Carly's p.o.v

We ate up then each of us went to their own rooms. Poor boys, they have to climb up two whole flights of stairs to get to their rooms. They looked so damn tired 

" Can we sleep in your rooms for tonight? " Blake suggested 

" Yes. Please. Our rooms are so far awayyyy! " Leo agreed 

" Your pjs? " 

" Youve got one of my oversized and sweatpants in your room, Carly " Blake said making me blush

" So do you, Ash " Leo remarked 

" Ok then... " We rolled our eyes. Blake and I entered my room. I went to my bathroom and took off my clothes, slipping on my PJs

" You done? " He asked 

" Yup " I tied my hair in a high messy bun, took off my make-up and exited 

" Babeeeeee. You look gorgeous without make-up. Why do you put it on? " 

" To hide these stupid pimples " I sighed as Blake put his hand around my waist and pulling closer

" You're perfect with and without make up " He kissed me on my forehead 

" I'm so tired. Let's sleep please " I begged 

" Just one thing " He smirked pulling me back to him and pushing his lips into mine 

" I love you, Carly May Clifford " He said when we broke apart

" I love you too, Blake Edward Irwin " I pecked his lips. We got into bed and he snaked his hand across my waist and tucked my head in the crook of his neck 

" The only person I've slept with like this was dad. I used to get nightmares... " My lip trembled, tears threatening to spill 

" I suddenly wake up handcuffed to the bed board. You suddenly come into the room a-a-and you force yourself into me " I cried 

" I'm so sorry, Carly. I really am " He sobbed with me 

" It's ok. I suddenly wake up screaming, sweat all over my body, breathing heavily. Dad comes in and hugs me telling me it was just a nightmare. I hug him back and sob quietly. He slept me everytime I had that nightmare. He was the only one who was able to calm me down " I looked down at my nail, picking on it 

" Carly, I'm so sorry. I can't do this anymore. I don't think I could be your boyfriend. I do love you so damn much... but I can't. I can't do it. I have hurt you so much in the past a-and... I'm sorry " He stormed out 

" Blake. Please no " I fell on my knees crying 

" Carly! What happened? " Ashley burst in

" H-H-He broke up w-w-with me " I chocked out through tears 

" That bastard. I'll show him what happenes when he messes with my bestfriend " 

" Ash no. He thought I was too good for him. He thinks he doesn't deserve me. He thinks I deserve better but there is no one better than him " 

" I'm sorry, Carly " 

" I'll go see him " I hopped to his room. I knocked on the door but there was no reply. I entered but he was nowhere to be seen. I knocked on the bathroom door but no reply was given. The lights were on and i was ble to see a shadow of someone inside. I opened the door to find Blake in the bathtub. A razor was in his hand, one of his hands was cut open. His other hand was holding a razor. His body was laid in red water