I stoot there paralised, when he asked me what I dreamed about. It was so bad. And didn't know what to say either.
Ashwin: ''You don't need to say anything if you don't want to.''
me: "Yeah.''
He grabbed my hand, we both walked to that room. What I didn't know was that I was checking him out from top to toe.
Ashwin: ''enjoying the vieuw?''
me: ''Uhhh, I was just looking.''
Ashwin: ''It always starts with looking and then before you know we both are sucking on each others lips. At that moment you will be not be able to risist me.''
I didn't know what to say cause I actually felt that one when he said that.
Ashwin: ''I will be so touchy, but you will enjoy it.''
Me: "I am divoced and have kid, you still want to be with me?''
Ashwin: ''of course I want to with you. I will never lose that opertionity for a live time. I don't care that you are divorced or have kid. And if we get together, I will actually take care of you and Rani like my own kid. I don't even need a kid of you, only Rani and you is enough for me. I know you don't remeber our love time, but that's over and I want to start a new one with you.''
Me: ''Why do you want it soo badly?''
Ashwin: ''There isn't a day by that I didn't love you. You were my only tought when I was in America. I couldn't get you out of my mind. And that's why my parents sent me to bording school, cause I wasn't listening to them. I planed so many flights to come to you. But after I saw that you didn't remembered me I needed to move on. But that didn't went well. Cause I still love you and want to start a live with you. I don't care if i needed to wait a century for you.''
Me: ''I don't know what to tell. I just got married and divorced and I got to take care of a kid whose mother gave up on her. Now I need to be that mother for her. I can't tell her that her mother gave up on her. I know however she will get know later. But I can't tell her now!''
I started to cry after that last word.
Ashwin: ''You know, I am going to Sri Lanka next week. You should come with me, take Rani with you. I will pay. It will be fine. Just come! Get know me.''
Me: ''That's a good idea but I can't come on all your cost.''
Ashwin: ''That will not be problem. please, dry your eyes. I can't look, please.''
I dryed my eyes.
Ashwin: ''Thank you. This afternoon Arun will sign the papers. I will drop you off at your place. Think about it a few days. If you know the answer you can call me any time. How bad I feel I need you to stay in this room for a few hours and I need to prepare some documents.'''
A blue jeansed man: ''Sir, the car is here.''
Ashwin: ''Thank you, please wait out side I will be back in a few minutes.''
A blue jeansed man: ''Sure, sir.''
The man left the room after it. Ashwin gave a kiss on my forehead.
Ashwin: ''If you didn't like it you can always give it back!''
I smiled, that was sooo sweet of him to tell.
Ashwin: ''That smile is good enough for me to prepare those papers. see you later.''
He left the room. And locked it. I actually didn't felt alone anymore. I felt so filled with love. I never felt this way with Arun. But I miss Arun so much. It's so diffcult lately.
*few hours later*
I still sat on that bed alone. But then oped the door. By the door was standing Ashwin. I was happy to see him there. Withouth thinking I ran to him and hugged him soo tight. He was shocked that I did that.
Ashwin: ''I didn't know that you were a tight hugger.''
Me: ''I have changed after the accident.''
ashwin: ''I love tight hugges. Don't worry about that. I came to bring you back to your place.''
Me: ''Can I see Rani first?''
Ashwin: "sure.''
We both walked to the end of the hallway without saying a word to each other. I walked trough a door the next thing that I knew was that Rani was hugging me.
Rani: "mommy, I missed you!''
She actually called me mommy damnn. That was the best moment in my hole life.
Me: ''What did you call me?''
Rani: ''mommy!!!!''
Her cute voice made it more beautifuller. It warmed my hard by hearing that word. I smiled sooo bright.
Hey,
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Arranged Love
RomanceKarthika is a girl who want a love marriage. She Is 27 years. Her parents are Hindus. Their are very strict. One day she went to search for work. At that moment her parents were begun to search a son-in-law. They found. When she came back home, her...