Chapter 1:Suffer

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Yujin's POV

"Ahn Yujin let's break up"

"W-WHY?!!!!" i shout as soon as i woke up my siblings rush to my room looking worried

"what happen? you talking to someone?" chaeyeon hyung ask, i shook my head as i cry again, again and again and i think it will take a long time to stop

"hey daeng its been 3 whole months and it doesn't change anything and the sad part is its only getting worst" yuri noona said as she hug me, she's right its been 3 months and nothing change i always cry and lock myself sometimes i go to gym room just to hurt myself and destroy a lot of punching bag

"we have to go back to S.Korea today, but if you want we can just cancel all of it and continue to study here?" she added looking deep in my eyes , no we can't , never.. yuri noona is a important vocal on school band along with my friend so she can't lose that because of me... and me i'm a basketball captain and star player i can't lose that position and i have my friends there waiting for me, i can't... i can't just run away to forget

"no..... we have to go back... i don't want to waste our position because of this stupid sorrow in my heart" i said totally disagreeing to her idea, and if we stay here yena hyung will miss noona so so much

" but ever since that happen(break up) everything hunts you again, that nightmare its back again i'm afraid even your extreme fear at fire and dead body will also hunt you" chaeyeon hyung said as he pat my shoulder, he's not wrong since the break up every time i close my eyes, the nightmares that hunts me since i'm 9 is hunting me again it only stop when i had my relation ship with her my ex but it came back when we end our relation but this time its new

the nightmare before is just seeing a man killing at least 6 people and hanging himself looking at me and then me getting hit by a car but now its not just that i also see a girl same age as but her face is blurred as i can't remember her she's always holding my hand and then it will change to that night where i broke and had this sorrow feeling the break up before i woke up i will here it again the 3 cruel words that will never fail to make me cry..................thats what i see even i just close my eyes

" shh stop crying daeng prepare now we'll go later" yuri noona said,i didn't realize i started crying again just remembering those nightmare but..... the little girl i think she's not a nightmare i shrugged everything off and nodded to my older sis and went to my bathroom we're in our rest house in London dad bought this because he often go here to fix some things in company


TIME SKIIIIP

i'm now done fixing myself, i went downstairs and saw my sibling eating breakfast i sit on one of the chair calm and cold

after we ate we get our luggage and the butlers placed it to the van and bow to us the maid bow to us too i went to the van first, this isn't new being cold and serious after the break up i can't feel anything but numbness and sorrow at the same time, it changed me

after a minutes my older sibling got in to the van and we drove to airport





TIME SKIIIP airport

we're waiting for our flight 2 hours more uhhh we're too early i'm currently listening to music when the person in front of me's luggage fell down and coincidence one person walk and tripped to the luggage face facing he floor i didn't bother helping her... i told you all i can feel is numbness and sorrow

she stand up ready to grab the luggage when she "AHHHHH!!!!" she shout loudly making a lot of people look at her i stand up and look at where she's looking and the next thing happen

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