December 31 2019, 12:59
new years countdown starts we're in rooftop where we celebrate one of the best date of my life... its our 5th anniversary and also its the last day,minute,second of the year 2019 , i'm holding my girlfriend's hand while we're counting 60 seconds, but when we reach the 30 she let go of my hand, i look at her confuse, and then the next word she said made my time stop
"Ahn Yujin Let's Break up"
my heart drop...... my friends and siblings stop counting as one of my hyungs heard what she said, i can't move, my mind went blank, its not sinking in my brain, i look at her, thinking she's just joking..... but............
she's not laughing..... she's not smiling either
its just the cold and serious stare
that stare....... i remember that
the first time we met, when we're still...............................strangers
without any other words......... the fireworks start... and that moment she walks away.... not just in the event.... in my life too and i'm just there standing straight looking at her back... as she completely disappeared..... there my vision got blurry, tears dropping, my legs break down....
Have you ever been in a break up before?
where you feel.....
Sad
Angry
Exhausted
Frustrated
and
Confused......
maybe no.... maybe yes.. but mine is different.. she just said those 3 cruel hurtful words and walk away, our 5 years,our 60 months,our 261 weeks,our 1825 days and our 43,800 hours together...... memories together
Ended in just One day.... no no no in just 30 seconds
Questions on my head, sorrow in my heart
why did she break up with me?
why did she leave me?
am i too much?
am i boring?
did she found a new one?
or she love someone else?
she's in arrange marriage?
or she's super ill that she can die anytime? no no i"m crazy her parents says she's healthy
but what? why? how?
how can she leave me when she promise to stay with me?
how can she do this to me when she said she won't hurt me?
how can she break up with me when she said she love me?
My name is Ahn Yujin, i'm 20,and everything is misery to me, everything seems like a horror, i just want to say.......
help.... help me from this cruel and hurtful feeling............ save me..... save me from this sorrow and suffocating life
let me forget her
let me go
let me move on
let me find someone new
help me........... every day, every hour, every minute, every second kills me without her,or it only kills me because i still love her
i don't deserve this
i didn't know this would happen
its unexpected
at the same time
its unaccepted
someone help me, save me........................ or can someone HUG ME until this pain, sorrow in me is gone
🐶🐰🐶🐰🐶🐰🐶🐰🐶🐰🐶🐰
RAIN A/N
ANYEONGJIIIIIII GUYSUEEEEEEEEEEE
hopefully you can enjoy the prologue uhmm sorry for bad grammar, im actually a filipina so my language is tagalog sorry but guys our main ship here is ANYEONGZ while the side ships are YENYUL/YULYEN , CHAEKKURA/KKUCHAEN, NABI , and the remaining is on the love square well guysue enjoy this and don't get your hopes high its my first story so its not that beautiful but i promise to do my best
alright my LUVIES stay safe and have a nice day or good night love yahhhhhhhhhh
by the way call me RAIN its my nickname given by my ex crush which is my new friend
again bye!! jalagayooooooooooooooo
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أدب الهواة"Hug me.. Until the pain is gone....'' -Ahn Yujin have you ever been in a break up before? or have you seen a man suffering from cruel and sorrow break up? have you ever seen a man br...
