Alyssa Rose
Tuesday, July 21st
12:34 pm"Hello again and welcome back to another episode of Hollywood Tea," Jenson says to his audience and camera in front of us.
"I'm Jenson Rodgers with singer/songwriter and now model, Alyssa Rose!" He says with enthusiasm earning a bunch a woo's and applauds from the crowd.
"So before we get started on the major tea we have to spill, how are you? What are you doing?" He asks
"I'm good, can't complain right now. I'm currently taking a break from writing music considering my album just came out, so I guess I'm just relaxing with my friends," I say smiling between both Jenson and the audience.
"Well, that's great to hear. I heard the album and might I say, it really had me in my feels," He said gushing at me while I said thank you and went on to converse about my album for maybe 10 minutes.
"Now we have some fan questions in this jar and you're going to answer randomly," he says pulling our a class jar with folded paper insider and labeled 'the jar of doom' on the front.
"Woah I'm nervous," I say fake shivering and lightly chuckling. I reach my hand into the jar pulling out a piece of paper.
"Okay question number one, what's one thing you learned growing up?" I read out loud.
"oh good lord, I've learned a lot of lessons growing up like don't sneak out at 3 am to go to a party and to follow your heart but take your brain with you," I say pausing slightly to chuckle earning a bunch of laughter from the crowd and Jenson.
"But I have to say the biggest lesson I learned was that just because you change something about yourself doesn't mean your insecurities will go away. I've said this before in multiple interviews and I'll say it again and again."
"Although I threw off a bunch of weight, I'll be sitting down wearing shorts or a tank top and simply think to myself, are my thighs too big? do my arms jiggle in this top? are people thinking of me in a bad way?"
"I know there are girls out there who are trying to lose weight to look a certain way but what you need to focus on is learning how to appreciate your body the way it is. I know for a fact that if I learned how to appreciate my body at a young age, I'd be way more confident in myself today,"
"I'm sorry for going so much into depth with the question but I'm not going to sit here and lie to my fans saying I'm confident or something that I'm not because what kind of role model would I be if I wasn't real with you guys? Learn from my mistakes and self love! it'll take you very far," I finish my little rant with earning another 'woo' and applause. But this time everyone stood up clapping.
"That was amazingly refreshing to hear," Jenson said as I put my hand into the jar pulling out another question.
"Are you and Jack Gilinsky dating?" I asked shocked.
How the hell did that get around so fast?
"Ah yes, I think a lot of us want to know the answer to this question," Jenson says wiggling his eyebrows while I roll my eyes.
"I can assure you all that there's nothing going on between me and Gilinsky. We knew each other since we were just teens along with the rest of the boys." I say putting my hand into the jar again to pull out another question.
"What happened between Jack Gilinsky and Ace Lockwood at the release party?" I call out
"Are these all going to be about Gilinsky?" I say sounding as if it was a joke but I was dead serious. Jenson laughed playfully pushing my shoulder.
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