Sophie's Secret Diary|On Hold

entry .3

I don't even know if I can put this on paper.

I've always known that I wasn't really related to my family, but what just happened, made it real.

Alden took me to his office, and told me that he was gonna erase me from my family. Aka, make them believe I'm dead.

I couldn't do that to them!!

There was an alternative.

I could make them forgot I ever existed. I chose that option.

I asked Alden if he would let me say goodbye, but he told me no, but I convinced him.

If I had stayed, I would be grounded for two months. Two months!!

But that doesn't really matter.

It was so hard. In the end I had to drug them to get out. I broke down crying. It was babyish I know.

But the thing is, I felt better when I had Ella. (My stuffed elephant)

I think I need to stop now. It's relieving up the memories. But it's also kinda nice.