deranged | taegguk

16| realizations, hard-on and emergency

With his heart hammering against his chest, Jeongguk had come back to Taehyung's place , his nails still bloody and body still sweaty with the feeling of the gun in his palm. Never in the last 5 ruined years of his life had he thought he would ever be killing for money, but he blamed it on the company he surrounded himself with. 

Birds of the same feather flock together in the end. 

He had been so confused when Jimin had first offered the job to him, he hadn't been able to sleep that night, couldn't look Taehyung in the eye, he was just so confused and the fact that Taehyung didn't trust him enough to talk about his real life to him and he had know about how Taehyung was faring through Yoongi had been breaking him internally.

When Taehyung told him he could talk about whatever was troubling him and after the brief conversation of acceptance that had followed it, he had called Jimin about accepting the job and finished it by the next morning. 

The feeling of being constantly monitored had started wearing off and he didn't know if he should be happy or feel endangered since he had adapted himself to feel safe because of the stalker he had earned himself by the age of 15, the stalker that had marked the beginning of all the bad things in his life. Now with the sudden feeling of being free, it felt suffocating just as he had felt back when he had realised that he was being stalked. The occurrence of the occasional single red rose by his door had stopped almost 6 months back and he found himself wondering if his stalker was dead or decided to leave him alone.

By the time he had bathed and dressed, though his nails were not really red anymore but he could still feel the way the gun had felt in his fingers, how the thrill gave him goosebumps at knowing the fact that one click of the trigger and he could probably killing anyone, even himself.

"What's been on your mind, pretty boy?", fingers curl around his waist, a familiar warmth tucking into him and warm breath splays around his nape. 

Taehyung has been awfully busy lately, some feud over the drug shipping is what Yoongi tells him, but he is close to him right now, came back home early with pretty flowers for him, kissed him before he quite literally lifted him off the ground, kissing with force enough to have Jeongguk bend back to stabilize them both.

And he close right now, cuddling him in their bed after dinner and fruits and movies, a mini date in their living room. Close to him, now peppering kisses all over the side of his neck and shoulders, tugging at the material of Jeongguk's pajama top to give him access to the soft skin underneath.

"I missed this,", that's all that leaves his lips before he's gasping when Taehyung marks his throat and shoulders with bites, licking and sucking them to create pretty petals.

"All mine,", it's been a while since the older claimed him his, a while since they slept together, their schedules have kept them awfully busy with Jeongguk finishing the last of his college exams a while back, waiting for the results to come out in a few weeks and it gives Jeongguk a chill when he remembers how possessive Taehyung can get if triggered.

"F-fuck me Tae", he's shivering and though he is still thinking about how they need to talk and that he needs to confront Taehyung soon, it only takes Taehyung to growl by his ears, take out his shirt and push him to his side for him to forget about it.

"Wouldn't you like that , baby? You would, right, probably even beg for it if I asked you to, wouldn't you, for me?", and Taehyung is already shifting on the bed to grab the lube from the bedside table, leaving a slightly whining Jeongguk who tries to grind into him.

"Uh, Gguk babe, why is there a gun with our lube bottle, sweets?", he almost chokes out a scream, remembering how he had just had Jimin send over his new weapon a few minutes before Taehyung had come over and he had thought that they wouldn't be needing to open this drawer tonight and had hid it there.

But now the older knew, fucking hell he'd just seen his gun and they would have to talk but he was still hard and ugh, did they really have to talk first?

"Jeongguk, are you going to answer me or am I going to have to put in on your forehead before you speak ?", fuck Taehyung had no business sounding that hot and bossy and he was thinking about how Taehyung could fuck him all tied up with a gun to his head, that'd be hot. 

Maybe he was slightly jealous that people that worked with him got to see him this bossy all day. But he knew that would be sick so he stopped grinding down on the man, turning in his hold to face him straight in the eye.

"I don't know Taehyungie, you tell me ? Why are you not scared baby?", he felt the older freeze for a minute before a close lipped smile graced his lips, and Jeongguk was sure he'd cream his pants right then and there.

"Oh so you're gonna play that game with me darling? That's sad, thought only I did the threat talk."

"Oh Taehyungie, try me someday and maybe you'd know what your boyfriend can do, maybe take some time off Hoseok, yeah?", the older chuckled at this.

"You know about Hoseok too! Geez, what kind of mirage are you Gguk? So fucking unreal, maybe you know where that boy disappeared too, don't you?", he could sense the slight shock in Taehyung's voice that he did his best job at covering, and honestly for a minute, he felt that perhaps the other wasn't as much of a psycho as he was, but that changed the minute Taehyung brought his hand between them and pointed the gun at his head with a sugary smile that had him melting.

His boyfriend was such a cute dork.

"Gonna tell me before that bullet goes through your head babe?"

"Maybe he is dead, maybe Yoongi still has the rug with his blood on it, maybe I killed him myself Tae, are you gonna fuck me now?", his boner was painful by now but his talk was over now atleast. Atleast they knew the major dirty secrets from eachother's lives now.

"Killed him, did you? But he could've profited us so much if he was sold after he sold me his batch of coke babe. Maybe I shouldn't fuck you tonight, should we do that? Maybe I'll just watch you fuck yourself tonight, go on baby,", he gulped audibly, a smirk deceiving the urge to submit running through his head.

But before they could talk further, multiple knocks sounded on the door to their house followed by continuous ringing of the shrill doorbell.

It all happens in a blur to him, Taehyung opening the door while he is still getting out of the bed and bedroom, Yoongi, followed by Jimin entering their house along with a few other men.

"We have an emergency", that's what Yoongi says.

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We are done with the first half of tye book, almost and we gonna have troubles that are more regarding outside their relationship now. I could barely write in the last few days somehow but i did it, got over my writer's block before i lost inspiration, so yay. Anyways, we didn't get any angst or gore yet but the built up is set, now we destroying and constructing the building all at the same time. i hope you enjoyed reading, hit that little star please.