Taehyung isn't sure if he wants to kill Namjoon first or get information out of him first, he feels like he might as well just let the man be drained of his blood in his own house for all he cares. Especially with the way he is looking all whipped and puppy dog eyes at Jeongguk, atleast he knows his boyfriend only belongs to him. Or else he might as well just finish off Namjoon infront of his parents and let him watch the way he tortures them, he got new daggers just a few weeks ago after all.
It's around 2 in the morning when the voices in the living room start quietening and it takes all of his might to not rush out and punch the fucker into next week when he hears kissing noises from the bedroom, atleast Gguk managed to land him where they needed him and he feels strangely bitterly proud.
By 3 in the morning, the door to his living room shuts and he watches as the younger slips into the room, sliding through the smooth bed sheets and molding himself around his body, "Taehyungie, are you mad? We talked about this, I'm only doing this for you, you know,", the boy trails on, fingers slipping around his thigh, slightly massaging them with soft milky knuckles.
He nods, turning his neck to look down at the boy besides him before placing his laptop on the nightstand and pulling the boy on his lap.
"Don't worry, I'm just a little sad, can't believe Namjoon ended up giving into you so easily though, but it's not really a surprise, is it? I mean, you're my prettiest baby aren't you?", the younger nudges his shoulder back slightly, apple cheeks flushing as he mumbles something along the lines of asking him to shut up.
He only chuckles, indulging himself in how cute the boy on his lap looks, so different from the boy who willingly submits himself everytime Taehyung pushes him past his limits, Jeongguk might as well just be two different people honestly.
"You're staring", he blinks out of his daze when the younger murmurs , his hands now around Taehyung's neck as he rests his face in the crook of his neck.
"Jeongguk,", the boy hums. He sounds sleepy, is what Taehyung notices, looks across the room to find that it's about half past 3.
"I love you so much baby, I hope you know that"
There is a short silence and he feels his heart skip a beat when Jeongguk's face leaves his neck to face him, tears brimming in his eyes . He thinks about how maybe Jeongguk might not have had been ready for this but he really needed to be unlike people he has seen in the past, he can't lose Jeongguk the way his father lost his mother, he's in too deep to be okay with that.
He thinks he might as well have lost himself the way his father had when he was a child and their mother had left them, but atleast he will never hurt Jeongguk the way his father had hurt him. He stops when he thinks about how maybe he is more of a bad person than his father, after all, his father had a reason to abuse him unlike him who has had no reason to hurt people the way he does, thinks how it might just be his father's fault for ruining him, but Jeongguk is kissing him suddenly, and his thoughts calm down.
The boy leans away a few seconds later, tears leaking his eyes as they land onto his cheeks. "I love you too Tae, I was not sure if you'd be okay with the way I actually murdered people, but I'm glad we are similar in that way to be honest. I'm so happy", the boy pecks his cheek, a big fat kiss that leaves behind a tiny blotch of saliva behind.
Slightly disgustingly dazed, slightly adoringly, he pushes the boy on the bed with a tut of his tongue, giggling as he tickles and leaves a bigger kiss on his cheek unlike he would with any of his past partners, and maybe, he is just slightly too in love with the giggling boy beneath him.
Maybe he is just too in love enough to kill anybody, even himself , if they hurt Jeongguk, the boy is too precious for that after all.
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me: giggly, waddling kook uwuwuwu lemme just write fluff
also me, by the time i finish writing the chapter : okay too fluffy, lemme just add a bit of foreshadowing and possessive tae
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deranged | taegguk
FanfictionA deranged lover isn't the best thing to be obsessed over, somehow, jeongguk learns that the hard way. _________________________________________ - mysteryunresolved© *credits for all the audio visuals used in this book to the own...
