deranged | taegguk

21| getting too invested

He was getting too invested, Jeongguk was too invested into finishing anything that reminded him of his past.

Jimin had noticed that when he first met the younger in college, Yoongi realised that when he met the boy at one of his drug runs, Taehyung was realising that now, as the younger bounces o his toes while planning about what to do with Namjoon next.

He'd seen how his boyfriend would change topics whenever something related to his childhood or parents was to be mentioned and he was partially sure that the boy had no parents or they had abandoned him or something.

What he didn't understand was why his boyfriend was so bloodthirsty, he had looked like a sweetheart when he'd seen him across the porch at Mina's place, look where they reached, 3 murders down.

3 cold blooded murders at that.

It wasn't something he was sure he wanted to know, what hwy Jeongguk was the way he was, especially when he might have to talk about himself too, and he sure as hell wasn't willing to do that.

Lately, Jeongguk had been involving Namjoon in all their plans and though he was slightly irritated by the taller man, he was pretty pleased as well to see how Jeongguk had gained his trust towards both Taehyung and himself.

Relief, that's what he'd feel when all of this would get over. Maybe he and Jeongguk could go and live in the forest or near the ocean after that or something, he really hopes they can, especially when there are less than possible chances of them being able to live in the cities without having to run away every few years or something. 

He wanted to stop running, he'd ran away from Daegu a few years back and he was pretty sure they'll have to leave Seoul once they were done with Namjoon. Killing a cop always led to deeper problems because of their bloody cop friends.

"Joonie! Do you want to get ice cream?", he looked across the shop at his boyfriend who was holding a bunch of light blue t shirts ad a single tuxedo, the one who's vest was still in Namjoon's hand as they tried out clothing for the older's annual police meet.

He was pretty sure that if Namjoon cooed one more time at his boyfriend or pecked him, he was going to scream bloody murder. What did men not understand about the fact that Jeongguk was his? Was he going to have to have it tattooed on the younger's head or heart or something?

Deep breathes, he reprimanded himself in his head, he is doing this for you, he repeated in his head, Namjoon is just an easy target, yeah, just that.

"Ggukie, will you be my date for the meet? Maybe we get something for you too!"

Taehyung snapped his eyes from under his cap, his disguise helping him hide but stay close and keep an eye on the duo. Namjoon was easier than he had imagined to crack, the man was quite literally bringing treasure to them without them having to ask.

Going to the meet would mean that everybody would be meeting Jeongguk, which would eventually throw away any kind of suspicion from the both of Jeongguk and Taehyung if anything was to complicate their situation. It would also mean that Jeongguk could make connections into the police for future purposes too and it was going to foolproof as it is since nobody knew that Jeongguk was involved with him.

"I would love to Joonie, what do you think I should wear?", Taehyung wanted to laugh at how the younger sounded so easily happy to be Namjoon's date. If there was one thing that Jeongguk hated, it was acting like a dumb eye candy, having to ask for permissions and suggestions all the times, which had caused a few problems between them when he had a meet with all the drug runners in his ring. Nothing good old bomb sex and allowing the younger to take his decisions couldn't solve though.

Jeongguk was quite a bit different as a person than what Taehyung had expected and met a few months back, but it was nice and even if Jeongguk was too invested in doing something majorly susceptible, it was nothing he couldn't handle after all.

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we reaching the end, why are my books getting so much sudden attention tho lmaaooooo, not complaining tho

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