play date ↺ nahyuck

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[ flashback; 8 years old jaemin ]

"hey hyuck, is this yours?" i asked looking at the left cookie on the plate cause i forgot if i had eaten mine or what.

he looked at it and nodded, continuing playing on his psp, "i licked that, it's mine."

i pouted, "okay."

seconds later, he turned off his game and said, "you can have it."

my face lit up and picked it, "which part did you licked?" i asked and he pointed where, i broke it into two and gave him the side where he said he licked.

"why do you like licking on your food then leave it?" i asked him while munching.

"i just like to, what's mine is mine." he answered.

"that's mean." i said.

my eyes widened when he licked his psp, "this is mine."

"and that's gross." i laughed at him.

"how is it mean? i just thought if it's only mine then i can have it forever." he said and lied on the carpet.

"then... i am yours, so you can have me as your best friend, forever." i gave him a smile.

"that sounds weird but i accept that." he chuckled.

"you can lick me too." i said and we both laughed.

...

"do you know what boy friends do?" donghyuck asked that made me almost pushing him but his grip on me was too tight.

"w-what i-i don't.." i kept blinking cause he was too close then gulping almost every second.

my eyes widened when he pushed me on the opposite side of the seat and now he is the one who's on top of me. i kept attempting to escape but i just couldn't. this sensation that i don't know makes me weak for no reason. he can always make me weak.

"we're no best friends, neither friends, jaemin." he mumbled, i could even smell his breath, liquor and mint, "but you told me you're mine and mine forever."

i don't get him, i couldn't read him, he's not showing anything from those eyes and those lips. he is making me anxious.

he moved his face inches closer and our skins almost against each others, i can feel his nose touching my cheek and his breath, sending shivers down my whole body. i could only see his chocolate brown locks, his weight is right on me.

"d-donghyuck uhm-" i bit my lower lip and held on his shoulders.

but then suddenly i felt something wet touched my lower cheek up to my cheekbone, i pushed myself out when i realized he just licked me.

"what?" he asked and sat back up like nothing happened.

"what do you mean what?" i was completely in shock, watching him.

he suddenly stood up and fanned himself using his hand, "it's hot." then taking off his long sleeved top, leaving him in a white t-shirt, throwing the top somewhere and getting in his room.

i heaved a deep breath and shook my head, following him just to know what he's gonna do. he lazily dropped his body belly lying on the bed and seconds later, i could hear him snoring.

i just stood next by the bed and waited if he's still going wake up or something. i sat down next to him and stared at him for a moment until his hand moved trying reach something but instead, his hand landed on my thighs.

i was about to get off when he used his arm to get me, snaking it around my stomach and pulling me towards him, though he's still in a deep slumber.

i gave up on running away from his actions and just lied next to him. why am i even acting this way when i'm actually like it.

i'm staying this way so i hope and wish to wake up this next morning that he's still here and sound asleep.