Normal Thoughts

July 26, 2020...

It's been 2 years and 3 days since I've posted on this book... so much has happened since I was here last and I'm here to tell y'all about it. I've been through multiple gfs I've wrecked a car tried to lull myself lost all my friends and had them all run back to me and I've held guilt from everything since 2017 over my head all these years. It's not been an easy 2 years but I'm here still and I've gotten stronger. You never really know nostalgia until you read what you use to talk about and have all those emotions running through you again. It's been the normal teenager life though. Girls, parties, drugs, alcohol, sex, nicotine, depression, and everyone can Add this to there normal life now and it's Corona and how shitty 2020 has been. But it took a global pandemic to realize who's really going to stick around after we all go through hell and back and I'm happy for it, I dropped friends but held onto the ones I knew would stay. Plus my gf khrystyne has been here for me during lots of my absolutely worst times and it's only been a month with her In my life. I work the same job I've worked at since I started this book and I'm a supervisor but it's about time for change and change is a coming. I'll try and post more bout 2020 and what's happened so keep your head up and listen..