Imperfections

Chapter 3~

"To love is to be hurt"

Thats how she always defined love. She was used to be alone even if she was in relationship. It never felt real to her. She never cared about long distance because it wasnt important to her. She loves him but she keeps that inside her soul like the rest of the things...

She wont listen to her heart because she is so afraid... It does hurt her like hell but she dont wanna lose anyone again.

She already lost few people that she loved more than herself... She can't lose and him. 

She told herself: "stay calm,bury feelings deep down and pray for his happiness". 

Why? She doesn't know it either. 

I would give her advice or two like i do to others,but i can't think of anything else to tell her...

Maybe because she wouldn't take advice from herself alone...?