First Love (An O2L FanFic)

Chapter 14

Sarah's POV:

After about 10 minutes of us being outside we decided it was probably time to go back inside, he picked me up like a princess and carried me to the wheelchair, the he proceeded to wheel me back inside.

When we got back inside the doctor and the nurses moved us to a specialized room, it was so clean, and and actually smelt nice. It also had a queen size bed, like a normal human bed, not like the hospital ones. Trevor and I looked at the doctor in confusion, "this is for you two, considering you guys have to spend the night, the staff and I felt we should give you a better place to sleep, I hope you two don't mind sharing a bed.." Trevor and I looked at each other and the looked back at the doctor, shaking out heads in a "no" gesture. The doctor continued, "good!...' He began to walk away but quickly turned back around, 'hey, and no funny business" he said with a stern face. Trevor and I looked at him in shock, then Dr. Costanzo slowly cracked up a smile and laughed, "I'm just kidding, goodnight you two" he smiled and turned off the light, closing the door behind him as he walked out. The side table light was turned on, the bedding smelled fresh, like it was fresh out of the dryer. The rom looked like a bed room. Trevor picked me up out of the wheelchair and put me down in the bed I popped off my slippers and let them fall to the ground, Trevor then got into the bed beside me and took off his shoes too. When he laid down beside me I put my head on his chest and cuddled him.

About 15 minutes later I started to drift off, "goodnight beautiful, I love you" Trevor whispered, as if he thought I was asleep. He then kissed my forehead and fell sleep. "Goodnight Trevy, I love you too" I whispered through is snoring, I kissed is cheek and joined him in is slumber.

Olivia's POV:

Over all I felt very uneasy. My stomach was turning and I was getting really nervous. I needed to see Sarah, I'm so concerned about her. All the boys and I were sitting in the living room, watching a movie. I needed a break, "I'll be right back" I said out loud, all the boys except for Kian said okay, he looked at me suspiciously, "I'm fine" I told him sternly. I get up and walk to the hallway that stretches between Kian's room the washroom and the living room. Kian is the only one who has a bedroom on the main floor. I started to feel shaking, I know what's going on, its the beginning of one of my famous anxiety attacks, I started to pace the hallway, I started to cry and shake. I needed a release, someway to get this feeling to go away. I suddenly see Kian coming towards me, this makes me cry even more. He attempts to hug me but I push him away as fast as he could lift his arms up. I look for the nearest place to run, my eyes see the washroom. As soon as I get in there I lock the door. I need to get rid of this feeling, I search through my pocket, and pull out a tiny pink box with my razor in it. I look up at myself in the mirror and take out to razor, I begin to pierce my skin with the sharp blade, "OLIVIA OPEN THIS DOOR NOW" I can hear Kian yelling to me from the other side of the door, I begin to cut again, just below the last spot, a little scram leaves my lips, as I cut deeper, "OLIVIA!!!!" Kian yells in concern, tears begin to roll down my face, more fall increasing by the second. The blood begins to pool in the sink, my hands get shaky, I pierce the skin again, the cries of Kian calling me get louder. The door burst open with a loud smash, as Kian burst in. He looks at me with wide eye, and then down at my wrist, with the blade still inside of it, and back up at me. "Olivia" Kian says in a weak voice as he beings to cry. He walks up to me and grabs my wrist, he pulls the blade out and throws it in the garbage. He then grabs a dark cloth and wipes the blood from my hands and wrist. After he finishes he stairs me dead in the eyes, "don't you ever do that, EVER again" he is still crying. Still shaking, I shake my head yes. Kian then gets gauze and places it on my wrist, tapes it down and wraps a tender bandage around it. He looks at me again, "everytime you do that, you hurt me, okay? So don't" He hugs me tight, "please I can't lose you" I can feel is tears soak my shoulder, "okay I won't" Kian picks me up and carries me to his room and places me on his bed, "you need to get some sleep" he says as he lays down beside me, " I love you Olivia, and I can't lose you, ever, I need you." I smile at his words, he hugs me tightly in his arms and hold me there until he falls asleep, his grip loosens, "I love you to Kian, I love you too" I slowly fall asleep.