one and the same - heid criminal minds

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Aaron woke up still in the uncomfortable hospital chair. he gazed over to see Spencer passed out. then he looked down to see something shocking. another hand in his. spencers hand in his. he felt the familiar feeling of butterflies in his stomach. he carefully moved his hand away trying his best not to wake up Spencer. 

just as he was almost in the clear he felt a tug. "where are you going?" Spencer said in a tired voice his eyes still closed. he opened them slowly and let go of his hand in a panic. "im, sir, I must've, I don't remember." Spencer said trying to search for the right words. hotch just smiled gently at him, of corse it calmed him down immediately. "im gonna go call the team and tell them you're up." he said. Spencer smiled and felt his face burning as hotch left the room. he flopped back onto the bed and ran his hands over his face. why Spencer, you've been so good. you probably made him uncomfortable. you blew your shot! he thought to himself angrily. 

10 minuets had passed and the room quickly started to fill up. jj and Emily were the first to get there, and they spared no time to smother him in love. "oh spence im so glad you're alive." jj said bringing him into a tight hug. Emily and her went on saying similar things about how they missed him so much. hotch admired him from the doorway. the way he gently kept a smile on his face, how the sun bounced off his messy light brown hair. Spencer had locked eyes with him and gave him a shy smile. hotch smiled lightly back as he felt an unfamiliar blush come to his face. 

Morgan and Rossi showed up not much later. they stayed and talked with him for as long as they could before a nurse came in and interrupted them. "how are you feeling?" she said looking Spencer in the eyes. "good, I mean I feel like I should feel worse." he said laughing a little trying to ease up the conversation. "well good, you'll need to get some blood work done but after that you should be cleared to go." she said looking down at her clipboard. hotch notice Spencers face crinkle with anxiety for a moment when the nurse had talked about drawing blood before going back to his normal happy look. 

Rossi looked around to the team "well we should let you get to what you need to do." he said and started for the door. the rest of the team said their goodbyes before walking out. "uh hotch?" Spencer said in a small voice. "hm?" he said. "would you come with me? ya know for the blood stuff." he said playing with his hands. "yeah, sure." hotch replied happy that Spencer wanted him to be there. 

hotch left the room and let Spencer get changed into some clothes that jj brought him. he walked out of the room and hotch stared for a moment. he was in an oversized hoodie and plain black jeans. the sight of him in something other then work clothes made his heart skip a beat. "ready?" Aaron said "yeah" Spencer replied clerkly not happy. hm, fear of needles? well that makes sense after Tobias. Aaron thought to himself as he studied the man standing next to him. 

they walked out of the hospital and around the corner to a small building. hotch opened the door for Spencer and let him go to the front desk and fill out his information. after he was done he walked back over and sat down next to hotch. "again you can say no if you want but could you come back with me? ever since tobias..." he said and started to trail off. "why would I say no? if me being there makes you feel more comfortable ill be there." hotch said. Spencer looked deep into his dark brown eyes. 

Spencer fidgeted with his hands for a few moments before he heard his name get called. him and hotch stood up in unison and they followed a man back to a small room. "hi! my names Andrew and im going to be drawing your blood today." the man said. spencer smiled and gave him a weak nod as he sat down in the chair. he rolled up the one of his sleeves and immediately looked away even though nothing had happened yet. "hey," hotch said getting his attention "its going to be okay." he said and offered his hand for Spencer to grab onto. he took it and nodded again still nervous. 

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hello. i hate to break it to everyone but this is where the story ends. i will not be updating it any further. sorry. if you want heid check out my other piece of crap story on my page. one story is all i can finish and im picking the other one. 

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