to live amongst the stars

chapter 1

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"I think we should up the lexapro"

said Dr. Mazle, although I wasn't listening, I was too busy looking at the clouds day-dreaming about my best friend Tessa and I last summer, when we spent the day saying what shapes they were.

"Jane? Jane, are you even listening?" I snapped out of my trance

"Sorry Doc, what were you saying?" she gave me a small smile and said,

"Have you had any issues lately?"

'Tell her about the nightmares' I thought but I didn't, instead, I just shook my head and dazed off once more. Dr.Mazle is nice enough I guess, I've only been seeing her for a couple of months because she is the new pack doctor but I miss my old psychologist, Dr. James, he was a round old man who reminded me of a grandpa and always smelled of pipe tobacco, and he kept chocolate in a small purple bowl for me, but he had to leave because his daughter got sick so he moved to go be with her, so now I'm with Mazle. 

After the session ended I got into my car, a 2005 Volkswagen beetle, and started driving home. The song "the scientist" by Coldplay was playing well I went down the familiar streets towards home. After the 12-minute drive home, I pulled up into the driveway, slammed the door, and was greeted by my father.

"How was it?" he asked me, trying to spark a conversation

"Fine" I muttered back and walked upstairs too my bedroom

I Lied down on my bed staring up at the ceiling. It was covered in small pink and green glow in the dark stars, Tessa and I put them up when we were eleven, it's crazy to think that it was six years ago even though it felt like yesterday we were laughing and jumping on my bed trying to get the stars to stick. Good times. I stand up and walk over to my dresser, getting changed into something more comfortable. I slip on a baggy t-shirt and some PJ shorts, grab my laptop and sit down.

A couple of hours later, I feel my stomach start to growl at me. So I get up and go downstairs. I open up the pantry and look around trying to find something appetizing for a Sunday afternoon. I spot a mac and cheese cup, follow the directions on the side, and enjoy my meal. I throw the cup away and walk back upstairs to my room, and I turn on "Spirited Away". I don't remember falling asleep but when I woke up it was 5:08 pm. I grab my phone and check a text from my dad saying he won't be home tonight, so I order something for myself for dinner. I'm not surprised, my dad is usually out every night. I don't see him very much, not since mom died 2 years ago. But I call the pizza place and scroll mindlessly through social media, ' looks like it's just me tonight' I thought. I turned on the tv and started watching some kids' shows. Looks like this is my night tonight. Yay. 

ok, soo I know its short but the chapters will get longer eventually. also in the next chapter, Ani, Janes wolf, will be introduced. if you have any questions comment ill answer. thank you for reading!