The Only Hope For Me Is You

9: Can I kiss you

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THREE WEEKS LATER

POV: MIKEY

I woke up, I wanted to go back to sleep, I roll over and see Pete sleeping, god he's so cute,

"Mm you're staring at me again,"

"Just trying to feel,"

"By looking at me," Pete laughed, I just stared at him, I wanted to smile but I couldn't bring myself to do that,

"Yeah," I said closing my eyes, my hand drifted down to my crotch, Frank was right, you really don't feel anything on anti-depressants,

"You know what the best part of being gay is," Pete said, I opened my eyes and looked at him, Pete's gay holy shit, "I give the best hand jobs, I can try and make you feel something,"

"I... I like girls," I said, he really just asked to give me a hand job,

"I thought you liked me,"

"What gave you that idea,"

"You cared for me, you let me use you as a human pillow, we have slept in the same bed for weeks now, and you're really pretty," Pete said smiling at me, he has a good point, and he is kind of cute, I do like him,

"But what's the difference between a hand job from a girl or from you,"

"I'm gay, so I know how to do it properly, I mean it was just an offer," Pete said closing his eyes, he snuggled his head closer into the pillow, I move my hand and place it on his cheek, now that I think about it, I don't like girls I like him, I like Pete,

"It's not a bad offer," Pete opened his eyes and looked at me, he smiled and moved closer,

"Mikey... can I kiss you," Pete asked, I shifted closer to him, Pete wrapped an arm around me and closed the gap, I felt his lips press against mine, god he felt so good, he moved closer and pressed against me, Pete moved his hand down my chest and on the waistband of my pants pulling them down, my boxers were next, I felt his hand wrap around my dick, he had a tight grip on it pumping it hard and slow, I felt it for sure, we finally broke our lips apart, I pressed my forehead to his and looked into his eyes, breathing heavily, I can't get hard, he's pumping it so hard,

"Try going faster," I asked pulling Pete back for a kiss, he started pumping faster, it's not working, he moved his other hand to my balls, "nothing Pete, it's not working," Pete moved on top of me and took off my shirt then his own, he kissed down my chest until he got to my dick, I nodded for him to continue, all I want is to see him covered in my cum, he's so cute, I'm falling for him, shit I am falling for Pete, he started to suck my dick, it felt so good but I wasn't getting hard, Pete continued for a while longer before stopping,

"Great now I'm hard, can you jerk me off?" He asked crawling back up to me, I pulled him in for a kiss and started to take his boxers off, my hand wrapped around his dick and it hardened in a second, I wish I could I do that, his head moved to my neck and he started sucking and biting at my skin, it felt so good,

"Pete fuck," I whispered into his ear, as I jerked him harder he moaned in my ear, it was so hot, I finally felt my arousal growing, Pete noticed it too, he quickly moved down and took me into his mouth again, it felt better then before, he took more of me in until I felt myself hit the back of his throat, he didn't gag, he has clearly done this before,

"Pete, fuck so good, I'm gonna, fuck, I want to cum on you... ahh fuck Pete," I moaned, he took my dick out of his mouth and jerked it close to his face, he opened his mouth and got some of my cum in his mouth but most of it landed on his face, I sat up and kissed him jerking him off until he came in my hand, I licked it then kissed him again, Pete reached for his shirt and wiped my cum from his face, we both laid back down on the bed with our clothes back on,