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I got home and I saw i went and fell asleep on the couch. I woke up and it was 5:00 I remembered what happened and I decided that I couldnt be with anyone right now so i facetimed chase and i was crying and i broke up with him he was sad but he said he understood then i decided that i wanted the girls to be with me so i was gonna drive to the hype house and pick them up so i changed my outfit.

 I woke up and it was 5:00 I remembered what happened and I decided that I couldnt be with anyone right now so i facetimed chase and i was crying and i broke up with him he was sad but he said he understood then i decided that i wanted the girls t...

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i wanted to look like i was ok even though my stomach had a huge bruise i knew i wouldnt be going swimming or wearing crop tops for a while i ignored that and just got in my car and drove to the house

~ 14 minutes later ~

i finally got to the hype house there was a lot of traffic so it took longer than i thought i decided i wanted to see chase first so i walked in and i saw thomas tony ondreaz alex and ryland downstairs and they didnt look happy i ignored that and i went upstairs and opened chase's room door to see him and avani doing IT i started crying a little and they stopped

Av: bebe im so sor-

you: "DONT FUCKING SAY ANYTHING TO ME ITS NOT YOUR FAULT ANYWAYS BECAISE I BROKE UP WITH CHASE SO I SHOULDNT CARE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM CRYING BUT I DIDNT EXPECT FOR MY BESTFRIEND OH IM SORRY AND MY EX THAT I JUST BROKE UP WITH TO BE HAVING SEX IN HIS ROOM EVEN THOUGH I JUST BROKE UP WITH HIM BUT I GUESS THATS HOW PEOPLE ARE YOU KNOW WHAT I DONT EVEN CARE CONTINUE IM SORRY I BOTHERED YOU" I slammed the door as hard as i could and without thinking ran into nicks room and closed the door and ran into his arms

N: whats wrong baby

you: he-he he-

N: shhh its ok i think i already know what happened 

he layed down and i climed on top of him and melted into his arms i looked at him and realized i love this boy wait no you dont he cheated, but what if he didnt mean it, hes a loyal boy, no he's not, i dont care about the bad things i think, i love him no matter what

you: nick

N: yeah baby

you: do you love me

N: "i did and always will and i cant frogive myslef for all the things i have done to you" he said looking away from me

you: "nick look at me" i said moving his chin so he was facing me 

N: what y/n

you: i love you

N: i love you to

i kissed him and he kissed me back 

you: hey how about we take things slow 

N: ok

you: but promise me you wont get bored of me or cheat on me again

N: "y/n i promise as long as im alive i will love you more than i love myself more than i love my family and more than i love basically anything in the world and im glad im getting a second chance" i started crying

you: nick i love you more than life itself and that will never change i need you more than i need food and water i want you more than i have ever wanted anything and until i die i will always come back to you because i love you

we kissed

you: im gonna go hang out with the girls exept avani

N: "ok do you boo" i laughed and kissed him

you: hey can i borrow some clothes

N: "yeah" i went to his closet and i chose a light blue shirt and some sweats with a blue champion hoodie then i put on his nike slides becuase i was sick of wearing my shoes then i walked to kouvr's room and hear her and avani talking

Kouvr and Avani convo

K: so i heard about you and chase

Av: yeah

K: "ugh that bitch y/n deserves it she thinks shes better than everyone and shes all that but really shes annoying that why everyone cheats on her" kouvr and avani started laughing 

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i heard something behind me and saw the rest of the house and you could tell they heard what avani and kouvr said

N: baby you ok

you: im fine im just gonna go kill myself

N: ok- WAIT WHAT

i ran out the house crying and got in my car and everyone chased after me i just drove off and went to my house and i ran inside and started cutting my wrist then i found some pills and took a whole bottle and the last thing i remember is someone running in my house and me falling to the ground and that person picking me up

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Authors note

hi everyone i hope you enjoyed this i was suprised anyone like these but i got the motivation to write this because of   

nouraaustin

thank you so much for giving me motivation to write and i hope you enjoy this story if you want anything else to happen just let my know and that goes for anyone 💖

xoxo nicklover45


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