you get famous overnight and then move into the hype house you meet somebody named nick Austin but then find out he's a fuckboy but you always try to stay positive even if you do get cheated on.🤐
I woke up and looked at the time and it was 3:00 so i had an hour till the meet and greet was done so i decided to go to the beach so i changed into my swimsuit
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i put this over it
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then i put on my nike slides and grabbed my purse that had chapstick pepper spray and some hair ties then i walked out the room and went to the beach and saw the whole house hanging out exept for nick kouvr avani and amelie so i decided to listen to what everyone was saying
i ran back to the hotel crying and there i saw amelie kouvr and avani
K: bebe whats wrong
you: i went to the beach and-and i saw everybody and they were talking bad about me saying how im annoying and stuff and charli and chase were telling them to stop but they didnt and then charli and chase said they were leaving and so did ryland paper calvin and patrick
K: bebe ignore them and who was it
you: i-it was addi and dixe and thomas
Av: well FUCK them
Am: yeah cut toxic people out of your life
you: im trying to do that and so far its kind of working
Am: ok well me avani and kouvr were about to go get some canes want to come
you: no thanks i think im just gonna shower and watch some netflix
Am: ok well talk later ok
you: yeah ok bye
Am: bye
you: ...... WAIT
girls: WHAT, WHAT HAPPENED
you: nothing happened i just wanted to say when you guys get back were gonna make a friend handshake and were gonna make our own language like codes and stuff to like blue code means come upstairs to my room and stuff like that
Av: smart idea girl
k: i agree
Am: ok well we will see you later
you: ok bye girls
girls: bye
the girls left and i went to shower i got my usual stuff deordarent clothes underwear the usual then i went inside the shower and turned on the hot water and i finished showering and i hopped out and put on my pajamas
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then i did my skincare and got my outfit ready for tomorrow then i walked out the bathroom and put my skincare stuff away and when i looked up i saw nick and tears filled in my eyes
you: " nick please get out" i said softly
N: what
you: " please get out" i said louder
N: huh
you: FOR CHRIST FUCKING SAKE GET THE HELL OUT
N: please just let me talk to you
you: what do you want to talk about
N: i just wanted to let you know im getting a lot of hate and death threats
you: " aww you poor baby" i said sarcastically
N: you dont feel bad
you:"WHY DO I NEED TO FEEL BAD WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL BAD OR SAD NO MATTER WHAT WHY DO I HAVE TO TELL MYSELF NOT TO CRY OVER YOU WHY DO I HAVE TO KEEP CONVINCING MY SELF I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I DO IM A MESS IM A WRECK WITHOUT YOU I'LL BE HONEST AND YOU BEING HERE RIGHT NOW IS MAKING EVERYTHING WORSE SO PLEASE JUST GET OUT" i said compltely in tears
N: you still love me
you: " YES, YES I FUCKING LOVE YOU I NEED YOU BUT I CAN NEVER HAVE YOU THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING BAD THAT HAPPENES THAT PREVENTS ME FROM BEING WITH YOU, YOU WERE THE BEST BOYFRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD GOSH... i could literally get lost in your eyes for hours you always made me feel so happy i love you and i always will" nick started walking towards you
N: y/n you know i will always love you
you: and thats why i cant be with you
N: WHAT WHY
you: becuase i will always love you more you dont love me enough its always some other girl that is prettier than me so i just cant deal with you right now ok
N: "i promise there will be no more girls" i walked closer to nick
you: " nick you and i both know there will always be another girl " nick wiped me tears away but they kept falling
