A melodic strum spilt the heavy quiet that settled in the mild atmosphere of my room, before beautiful words were sung.
"Small Hands" by Keaton Henson, my favorite song; besides "New Born" by Muse; played thoughtfully through the silence. I shifted from sitting on my feet to cross-legged in a matter of seconds; slowly exhaling through my nose, eyelids falling closed, merely listening to the soft lyrics.
'Miss you terribly already,
Miss the space between your eyelids;
Where I'd stare through awkward sentences and void through awkward silence.
Miss your teeth when they chatter,
When we smoked out in my garden
When we couldn't sleep for all the heat, soft talk began to harden.
Miss your small hands in the palm of mine,
The fact they're good at making.
Miss your sitting all incessantly,
And the fact you're always waking in the night.
And night...'
Temperate strumming obsorbed the lyrics, as I lay on my back now, my breathing steady as a small smile lit up my features.
'And I, I hope for your life
You forget about mine; forget about mine...
Miss your teeth dug in my shoulder,
As we rolled in early morning.
Miss your arm dying beneath me, as I lay there, simply yawning.
Please forget me, you were right dear,
I am cold and self-involved.
And though I'll miss you, recent lover,
I am weak and therefore fold.
Get distracted by my music,
Think of nothing else but art;
I'll write my lonliness in poems, if I could just think how to start.
Dot my I's with eyebrow pencils,
Close my eyelids,
Hide my eyes.
I'll be idol in my ideals.
Think of nothing else but I, I.... And I...
And I, I hope for your life.
You can forget about mine; just forget about mine. Oh, mine...mine...'
It ended delightfully.
A/N: Sorry about all these chapters being slow and short and boring. The plot will move forward once all this tedious background stuff is finished. Gomenn~ -bows-
Also, I apologize that Dan hasn't arrived in the story quite yet; he will, just you wait, my little muffins~
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Sleepless Nights and Choruses
FanfictionPhil Lester in an insomniac, but also suffering with depression and anxiety. His extremely introverted behaviour causes him to stay indoors most of the time, excluding going to school. He's got his head in the clouds, and can't come down. Star ga...
