Naegi ~Meant To Be~

I dont want to love you

Kyoko's POV (still):

It's the weekend now so I ask Byakuya if he wants to hangout. He said yes with a blushing emoji. Maybe I do have a chance with him to get over makoto.

We meet up at the park and talk. It was a lot of fun until Sayaka and Makoto come along. Of course they were holding hands and making out.. What else would they be doing?

Byakuya notices that I seem annoyed. "Kyoko are you okay?" He says in a calming voice.
"Y-yes.. I'm fine" I say, my tone clearly shows I'm not fine.

To my surprise Byakuya gives me a hug. I don't really know what it made me feel. I felt uncomfortable but at the same time this is what I wanted right? I wanted to get over makoto. I don't want to love him anymore.

I decide to just go along with it anyway and hugged him back. I noticed that Makoto saw this and was looking at us. Tho didn't last long though because Sayaka pulls his face back towards her.

I honestly hate that girl.

There is really no reason for me to hate her. She's so sweet to everyone.. except me. I think it was only because I hang out with makoto a lot.

Byakuya can tell that I am lost in thought. He looks at me straight in the eyes. I think i can feel what's about to happen.

Byakuya kissed me.

I feel weird. It doesn't feel right but it does at the same time. He was kissing me for a long time. I suddenly pull away. I got up and started to run back home. "Kyoko wait!" Shouted Byakuya. "I'm sorry" I replied.

I could feel the tears running down my face as I ran. I looked behind me expecting to see Byakuya running after me. But it was makoto.
"Kyoko?! What's wrong" he shouts as he runs after me. "Did you not like him?" He shouts again. The thing was, I did like Byakuya a little bit. But I loved Makoto a lot. "I do love him, I just got emotional" I lied.

Once I got home I cried into my pillow. I'm an idiot. I'm an idiot. I cried until eventually I fell asleep.