All We Know

Chapter 30

"We became friends but I don't know when your presence becomes so important to me and that time I know I'm in love with you."

~ JIMIN's

I could feel how awkward Mina is. After she told me that day. Everything has changed. We are now back in Seoul and what's hard is we are roommates.

"Mina. Let's talk. Please." I said. I wanted to talk to her so bad. I want us to be like the way we were.

"A-about what?" She stuttered.

"I'm sorry I was too fool. I never see how you liked me. I was too blind by how I was having a crush on someone when you were the one who's always there. I'm sorry Mina." I apologized. These are the words I wanted to tell her. I want her to know that I know within myself that I was a fool.

I kept looking at Jeongyeon when Mina's beside me all the time. I looked at her as my best friend.

"It's alright Jimin. It was my fault as well. I shouldn't have crossed the line. We are best friends. I should've remembered that." She said, her head hanging low.

"Let's try." I said without thinking.

"Huh?" She was confused.

"Let's try to make it work out." I said.

"Let's date. Three times. If it works then let's make it official." I added.

"Mina."

~MINA's

He wanted us to date. I was taken a back with what he said. I wasn't sure what to say.

"Okay." I whispered, I just let it slip from my mouth.

"Okay it's settled then. No looking at other people. No cheating." He said.

"And keep your eyes on me." He added. Those words, it kept on repeating in my head. It is actually clinging in my head.

I can still hear his voice, uttering those words.

My heart was racing. My stomach, it feels like it's twirling.

What is this?

"Mina. C'mon, they said dinner's ready." I was pulled back to reality as Jimin pulled me by my wrist.

We walked to the dining area where we saw everyone sitting on their respective sits. I can see that Jihyo is a bit awkward and I don't know why.

"Jihyo, are you alright?" I asked out of curiosity.

"A-ah yes." She stuttered, as if there's something bothering her.

It's been three days since we've gotten home. Jihyo seems to be uncomfortable since then.

I signaled Nayeon to call all the girls and talk.

"Okay. Okay. Girls, let's talk for a while." She said then stood up.

We automatically stood up and followed her to their room.

As soon as we closed the door.

"Okay Jihyo, spill." Jeongyeon said.

"Huh?" Jihyo was confused.

"Spill. What's bothering you?" Nayeon asked this time.

We all saw how Jihyo hung her head low, as if she was bowing.

"I- just miss home." She said then she started sobbing.

"But Jihyo eonni, this is your home." Dahyun said.

"I miss Adriana, mama and papa." She confessed.

I know that she went home with us because she loves us— because she loves Jungkook. But her heart it wasn't with us actually this whole time.

"I know how hard it was for you. But I just miss my adoptive family. You know before I knew you. I always prayed at night, hoping that there will be no one looking for me. Sounds crazy right? But what will I do? I love them." She explained.

"I want to go home."