Yes, I have made another individual roleplay. I wanted to start over.
And also since I can't access the roleplay book on the -awkwardbeanqueen- account, I decided to make a new one here
Ps. set your background to black while reading. Not a requirem...
WARNING this chapter features triggering topics such as mentions of rape, self-harming, suicidal thoughts, and homicidal thoughts. If any of these topics trigger you in any way, please feel free to skip this chapter.
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" even if I say,
'It'll be alright'
still I hear you say
you want to end your life "
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" There's nothing left to live for... "
FULL NAME Matthew Peacock
NICKNAME None
AGE Just turned 18
GENDER Male
SEXUALITY Bisexual, but has given up on finding love
APPEARANCE
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VOICE CLAIM Dante Basco
HEIGHT 5'9
SCARS • Has many self inflicted scars on his wrists and inner thighs • Has other minor childhood scars mainly around his legs
TATTOOS/PIERCINGS • No tattoos • Has small gauges in each earlobe
SPECIES Human
POWERS None
" He needs to pay... "
PERSONALITY To put it frankly, Matthew is a depressed teen who envisions a hopeless future. Every adult he's ever met or known has stated that they would be better off dead, so he believes that life doesn't get better, but just gets worse as time goes on. He sees no hope or happiness in his own future, believing that his current situation will never get better, so he'd much rather die and hopefully just disappear into the void. But the longer he waits to do so, he silently begs for adults to show him that life really does get better. So far no one has shown him this yet. Matthew would be stereotypically known in school as the outcast, a loner. He doesn't have that many friends, only really a few acquaintances. The two closet people he would consider a friend is Walt, an old man who lives next door to him and watches old Humphry Bogart films, and you, who's the only person that's willing to sit next to him at lunch. You two chat some, but he lets you do most of the talking. He just listens. Matthew isn't one to talk much, but he likes to observe. Study others. Every other day he'll skip school and just take the subway to study adults that were coming to or from work. He's learned from studying these adults that they never seem to be happy whether going to or coming from work, making Matthew believe life doesn't get better.
