If Sushant's Back?

Reviving Memories

As soon as I asked him this, he seemed to question it to himself. He walked ahead. He turned back and looked directly into my eyes and said 'I don' t remember. ' I could see a tear or two in his eyes. He seemed very helpless while answering that.' what do mean you don't remember, the whole world is debating about your death... And you say you dont remember? ' I said in a rather polite tone. He refused it. He started coughing. They just went on increasing. He was rather choking, I didn't know what to do.' Arey you okay? I donno what am I supposed to do. Can you drink wataer should I get something for you? '

He kept coughing and suddenly disappeared in fog. I was super worried, was he fine? Will he be back? I kept questioning to myself. I laid on my bed and kept wondering, I kept watching a few videos regarding his death. I kept waiting that he'll be back. But he wasn't. Eventually I fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up and the first thing I did was to call him. ' Sushant? Are you there?' and finally there he was.
'Are you okay? What happened last night?' I asked.
'am fine, I donno what happens to me when I try thinking about how I died.' he said squeezing his eyebrows.
'I think its because it was the reason for your death.' saying this I showed the article I read last night about the forensic report of his death.
He read that and asked me to scroll down as he couldn't hold it. He read the whole article and sat on my bed. He looked sad. I thought to console him touching his shoulder but I didn't know if I could. I tried and yup I could touch him. I almsost jumped in happiness he looked at me and smiled for my happiness. 'Hey am really sorry' I said sitting beside him. 'You are sorry for what? Am upset because am not able to remember how I died. I donno if this is normal or its creating suspense for me too about my own death' he chuckled but he still looked sad.

'I' ll do my best to help you out... Tell me how can I help you. Or tell me what is the last thing you remember' I said in a genuine concern to help him out.

'last thing I remember... Hmmm... The morning I woke up quiet early. I didn' t feel good. I had some juice, and then went to my room. I heard a knock on my door and then... ' and he started coughing hard again. I was panicking again..' Calm down Sush... Its all good now. See lets go out somewhere dont think about it. ' he kept coughing but this time not for much long.
' Are you okay? ' I asked.

' Yeah! Am fine. Aren't there any theories of my death? I mean there are mostly some theories when a celebrity dies so are there any? ' he asked.

'Yeah so apparently....' I explained all the theories involving Nepotism, Rhea his ex gf, Mahesh bhatt, Karan Johar... Everything that is in the news. He expressed his opinion on stuff he felt that were not true or were funny for him.
He was most amused by the theory of him being in depress. 'Wtf... Why would I die out of depression. I was suffering from anxiety but that doesn't mean i' ll kill my self. '

Our conversation broke in between when my mom called me out' whom are you talking to so early in the morning? She asked opening the door slightly. '

I was too brisk to act sleepy. I just said' Am not talking to anyone was just reading a book loud'I  guess she believed that and left asking me to freshen up. I turned to him he was trying to control his laughter 'whats so funny? 😒' I asked him. 'Isse bura bahana maine aaj tak nai suna (it was such a lame excuse') ' and burst laughing' She believed it right? Thats enough' i said and wen to my wash room to fresheb up.

Later that day, he talked about his relationship with Rhea. The more I heard the more I felt she's a bitch. But it was evident he couldn't kill himself. Even after death he was so lively and jovial.

I got on to my foot with a conclusion of his death 'You cannot kill yourself Sush. It wasn't a suicide. Am sure some body has killed you.

(To the reader.
If you feel like asking some question or add up some theory about his death and want me to use it in my story please to feel free to share in the comments below. If I like them and feel like they'll be appropriate adding them here. I'll adopt them in my story giving you a shoutout.

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