When Stars Fall In Love (ON HOLD)

Chapter Eighteen

Judith

I leave my issues with my parents behind as I board my flight back.

There is always time to deal with it. I still had six months left of my course. Plenty of time to figure things out.

Justin was waiting for me when I came out of the airport.

He was glowing with happiness.

"Justin"

I hugged him.

"How did the visit go?"

I showed him a thumbs down and he laughed.

"How did your recording go?" I asked when we got inside his car.

"It went great. The guys and I were upset because you weren't there."

"I am upset that I couldn't make it but it's really nice to hear that it went great."

I patted his arms.

"I am proud of you." I told him.

Adam

Is it possible to be irritated by someone so much that you want rip all their body parts one by one and burry them?

It must be possible. Because that was all I could think off.

I was happy to have Judith back but I wasn't prepared for Ryan getting on my nerves as soon as she was back.

He was an arrogant asshole. I normally paid no attention to people like him , who were so full of themselves.

But Ryan made sure he had my complete attention.

He managed to get my blood boiling everytime he he got close to Judith, the unnecessary touches made me crazy.

Wasn't he the one who turned her down? Now when he couldn't handle the idea that he wasn't all that special to her anymore.

He was putting up the whole "I don't want you but you can't be with anybody else" attitude.

I was brought back from the train of thoughts when the camera flash momentarily blinded me.

I made my way inside the studio ignoring the "one shot" calls I got from the papperazi.

The more episodes aired , the more crazy the people got.

It was impossible to set outside without having somebody recognising me.

"Being a celebrity is not as cool as I thought it was!"  Judith exclaimed when she rushed into the studio past the photographers and reporters , right behind me.

"You haven't yet seen the entire circus , my dear." Micheal laughed.

She shuddered.

"Hey isn't the album coming out tonight?" Micheal asked her.

"Yeah."

This was news.

Her brother's bands album was coming out today.

" Ryan isn't even going to show up at shooting today because he thought he couldn't handle it when he was dying of anticipation of how the album will be received by everyone." She said .

I was glad. I couldn't handle him.

This was the best news that I have received all day.

Even better than watching my phone light up every other minute with Lauren's message. She was starting to get miserable.

There were thousands of messages and hundreds of voice mails.

I didn't bother to open the voice mails.

" Get ready we are going to spice things up a bit for the audience." Micheal announced.

I frowned.

"We are going to shoot your first onscreen kiss. Isn't that exciting?!"

Ohh. No.

Judith

To say that I was nervous would be an understatement.

Kiss?

I wasn't sure about sharing a kiss with Adam onscreen.

A dance had left me flustered. A kiss would cause some serious damage.

Maybe I'll just back out?

No. No. Backing out was not in the cards for me.

I will just shut my brain off and not think when we kissed. Yes that would be the perfect solution. If I didn't think too much the kiss wouldn't affect me.

I breathed in large amounts of air before I got in front of the camera.

Adam looked nauseous. He was standing opposite me.

Does he not want to do this?

The thought that be might actually not want to kiss me saddened me.

Looks like I was getting carried away with the way he acted around me.

Maybe I was just a really good friend for him.

Isn't that what you wanted in the first place! My subconscious took a dig at me.

"It's just a kiss Judith , don't be so nervous." Micheal assured me giving a light pat on my shoulders.

"Tell me when you are ready to go because you are the one to initiate the kiss."

I nod.

I can do this. Just shut my brain off and I'll be fine.

After all ,like Micheal said , it was just a kiss no need to be nervous.

I gave a nod to Micheal showing him I was ready.

I gulped.

Took a long breath through my nose and shut my brain before taking the step forward bringing me close to him.

I put my hands on his face and pulled him down to meet my lips.

My lips tingled at the first contact.

The fireworks began after Adam fisted his fingers in my hair and deepened the kiss.

I could feel my whole body heating up. The blood boiled under my skin , in my veins.

My knees felt weak , I would have fallen down had it not been for him holding me up.

We both pulled back when we ran out of air. He rested his forehead on mine.

In that one minute we stood with our foreheads together I had a very convincing thought.

I was attracted to this guy. There was no way I can deny it now. Not after that kiss which made me feel more things than I had felt in the twenty one years of my life combined.

Ryan Miller didn't even come close.

The thought was equally refreshing and scary.

Refreshing  because I had finally figure out why and what was that special feeling I got when I was around him.

Scary because if Adam Foster broke my heart like Ryan did then I might never be able to fix it. He was capable of doing more damage to me. And there was a high chance that he would break my heart. Especially with the whole situation he had going on with his ex-girlfriend. He wasn't over her yet , why would he even want me.

"Guys." Micheal called.

We moved away from each other.

Adam looked like he had lost his bearing for a minute but he quickly recovered.

Does that mean he felt it too? Or maybe I am imagining it. Because I wanted him to feel whatever I felt.

"Can you do the kiss again? It wasn't that convincing." Micheal said.

You have got to be kidding me!

Like the last one wasn't damaging enough. He wants us to go at it again!