Be Mine

Enjoy Yourself, Enjoy Yourself

|2 days later...|

Camila's POV
Two whole days since that awful kiss incident happened, while filming the last episodes of Season 5. I haven't talked to anyone, nor gone at the set. Not to say too much, I haven't been out of my apartment. I have blocked everyone and everything. But this morning, when I woke up, I realised that this is my life and I will not cry over a man for the rest of my life. I'm Camila Carraro Mendes, I'm the boss of me, I am a powerful and independent woman.

Cole is an important part of my life and he will always be, but we can start our relationship all over again, maybe we work better as friends. Of course, it's not that easy to just erase him out of my life as my boyfriend... ex-boyfriend, but what else can I do?

I washed my face, wore a pretty badass outfit and headed to Starbucks to grab a coffee. When I arrived, I saw Madelaine and Vanessa sitting on a table, talking and sipping small gulps of their coffees. I decided that this was the moment I should make a brand new fresh start.

"Girls, hey!" I yelled and their eyes widened happily when they saw me.

"Just the person we were looking for! How are you, Cami?" Madelaine asked, after she and Vanessa pulled away from our group hug.

"I can say I'm actually good. After these two and a half days of thinking about Cole and everything else that happened, I realised that I'm paying more attention to others' lifes when I should be paying the 70% of it to mine. What I want to say is that I'm fine and I'll try to make a fresh start," I explained quickly.

"Good for you, Cam. Are you ready to be back on the stage?" Vanessa asked, placing her hand on my shoulder.

"Yep, sure I am!" I said, trying my best not to trail off or sound weak. Truth is, I wasn't ready at all. We're talking about facing Lili, Roberto, KJ, who just found out everything that was going on between my and Cole- FUCK, COLE! I'LL HAVE TO FACE COLE!

"That's great! We were ready to go actually, wanna give you a ride there, Nugget?" asked Madelaine. I nodded and thanked her. I tried to stop my hands from shaking. Everything was alright until Cole's name got mentioned. Big oof!

The ride was pretty silent, only the radio was playing music and Mads singing along. I can feel that little they both know I'm nervous and not OK, but they try their best not to be nosy, that's why I love them.

"We're here," Vanessa said with a smile and opened the door for me. I said thanks and we started talking about random stuff. That was the first moment in those two and a half days, in which I really smiled and felt happy, free. But everything good has an end, also reffering to mine and Cole's relationship. I had to talk with Roberto. I'm sure he has plenty of questions.

"Goodbye, ladies. I have to give Roberto some answers to his questions."

"OK, good luck, Cami. And stay positive, don't let anyone make you forget that you're the boss of you."

"Thanks, Vanessa. Later, loves."

"Laterrrr!!"

I waved goodbye and walked towards Roberto. I cleared my throat so that he could notice me, thing he did.

"Cami! It's so good to see you here again! We missed you a lot those 2 past days. So how are you? Everything good?"

"No, not at all. But I try to stay happy and positive. Also, what I said was true. Everything. I'm pretty much over Cole now,"