Plastic Wraps

Stuck in the System

La la dee la la dou la la dee la la dou

It's repeats simultaneously. I feel like I'm on drugs. Why? I'm not sure I'm just letting  go of all of my problems as I listen to this song. It helps me erase what's inside. My reflection who is that?

I'm so tired of being controlled. Tired of waking up.

It's the same cycle every day I wake up and lay down for hours before I actually get up and use the restroom. I look at my reflection.

She looks so tired her eyebags are so dark. She has no life in those eyes.

She's lost hope, motivation.

I crave for something but it isn't food.
I go the kitchen it's full of food but I don't want any. I just go back and lay down on my bed and wait for the next day.

I can't stop thinking about the beat and rhythm of the song.

I get the urge to stand up.

I walk towards my mirror and I reach for my reflection.

I hand comes through the mirror and grabs my rist and I go through the mirror and it's all colorful. 

I'm at an abandoned swimming pool.
As I walk I see the pool the water looks like a lava lamp and the way it changes colors is so memorizing and beautiful.

Without a single hesitation I jump in. Everyone I see at the pool are so beautiful they shine so bright. They sparkle they have in their eyes. It's like they swim because of it.

The music blasting and the water. It's too much for me. I'm so excited... I can't leave this place.

It's looks like I'm not the only one who wants to get lost.