Back for Christmas

 sibling love

𝐽𝑜ℎ𝑛'𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑣

Lauren came out looking like she just saw a ghost so I asked her what was wrong and she didn't respond I sat her down on the couch and sat next to her everyone was worried,besides nadia sometimes I don't get the girl.she's my girlfriend and she's not even worried about my sister,Lauren finally said something"you know after all these years I thought it was something that I did I'm not ready to find out the truth" she looked at me"what are you talking about?"
she just looked at me like she was scared,to tell me"Lauren tell me what's going on"
After a few minutes
she finally spoke
"I just got off the phone with k-Kenzie...."I laughed"very funny
I told you not to bring her to conversations"she looked at me "seriously wait you're not joking"she nodded her head no.
we all looked at each other as in "Mackenzie the one-"Carson says,but Lauren Cuts him off"yes the one I haven't talk to in a century"Lauren responds.she looked at me"she hated it here"Lauren says looking like she's about to cry"Laur it wasn't your fault,I don't think you did anything wrong"I say trying to make her feel better"who is Mackenzie" Nadia asked,I look at her "my best friend,childhood best friend until we were adults"I said looking at Lauren and wrapping in arm around her and rubbing her shoulder"she understood me better than anyone else in the world and one day,when we were 19,she left but left cassettes that how much she care about Who all of us,just on separate ones and is it said she want to start over"Nadia just rolled her eyes
"Nadia she was like my sister,do you not you rolled your eyes about her.plus she's coming for Christmas break so you're gonna have to deal with that."
she said with an evil smirk to Nadia,
everyone else in the room says "what"
I even said that I was shocked
"well she called to ask me if she could stay for winter break because her kids want to see where she grew up and she was pushing it for long enough and she couldn't push it off anymore.so I said of course,but then she also told me that she might've made our kids think that she didn't run away,that she was pursuing a fashion career and then lost in touch with us-" Hayden stopped her"wait hold the fuck up she has kids"
Then Jayden says"how many!?" I mean I don't blame her for asking that but wasn't really necessary
"I don't know,she didn't say that she just need a place to stay and once upon a time she was my older sister and she used to come over here every Christmas.
plus I just wanna know for sure that it wasn't my fault.even if it's the last time I see her,I want a proper goodbye.
I need it for myself and for Johnny because she didn't call you because she didn't want to mess up with your life...,"
When she said that I was shocked.... but I continue listening to what Lauren was saying
"at least,that's what she says but I think she was kind of afraid to......but that's besides the point"she says that she looks at me in the eyes
"if this is your one chance to see her......one last time,make the most out of it.....she was your best friend,you deserve a good ending.you deserve closure..."I knew she had a point....she always has a point but the one thing is.,...
I don't know if I'm ready for this....she grabbed my shoulders and made me look at her because I looked down.
"John you may be my big brother but I know when somethings up..I know you better than you know yourself and I know you hate the idea....that you are gonna have to face her again.
but you need to do it for yourself,you need answers...you've literally became someone who I've never seen before
but if you're not going to to for you...
do it for me.your sister your baby sister. i'm the one that you've been protecting for for longer than I could even remember mainly because I don't remember a lot.
but you've done so much for me..
Plus I can't say no she really has a ticket so you better be ready for this please I need closure"
I knew she was right...
Ii to do it.....I'm just not ready for it...
mainly because I never thought it would happen she's right....
I have been protecting for her for my entire life and she's needed this a lot
she took it harder than I've ever seen her take anything.....
I can't let her down
"fine but I'm only doing this for you.."she smiled
I haven't seen that smile in years.she wrapped her arms around me.yeah we're super close,we always have been there for each other
I looked at nadia
and she looked angry and jealous....why have I never noticed the side of her before....I thought I loved her but I don't love this side of her....
I took a deep breath and I laid my head on Lauren's head then I hear her whisper
"will get through this we just need to stick together" I knew she was right "OK" I whisper,I was happy knowing that she has my back......really helps because I know this gonna be the hardest thing....I have to go through again.....

later that night

We all lefted Lauren's.
Me and nadia went home.
we already put Emma to bed and I was sitting on the bed Nadia walked in.
from the bathroom"I can't believe the little bitch is coming back.Why the fuck did you not tell me about it"I roll my eyes"OK listen to me now that was my best friend so don't call a bitch,why do you care if I didn't tell you about her"Nadia just rolled her eyes,
And went over to my hair and started playing with it"you are a mess when I met you and Now your perfect."I pulled her hands out of my hair"what are you talking about!?"she looked at me"you were all nice and sweet and caring,now you're all me nasty and don't give a fuck"when she said that everything came back
oh my god what do I do,I'm so confused right now she was going on top of me.i push her off and grab my jacket "l am spending the night at Laurens"I walk out of our room and walked out the door

and walked to Laurens house and knocked on the door

𝐿𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑒𝑛'𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑣

I was in bed with Carson when we heard a knock on the door.
I walked in the door and I opened it and it was my brother he looks like a mess.
he walked in

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it's me and I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter