Life.

Scared

Too scared to talk
Too scared to vent
In fear I'll make you mad
And you'll leave
And really that's the last thing I need
But I don't see
Why I can't do anything right
Everything I do makes you upset
And I hate myself for it
I try and act all happy and positive
Even if it's not who I am
Cause I'd rather fake who I am then lose you
Cause your one of the best friends I think I have
I really don't mean to make you mad
I'm in so much pain without you
But I'll try to make sure you won't know
Cause you mean so much to me
And I mean nothing
You tell me to stop telling myself that
But it's hard when your proving my point...
You don't mean to hurt me..
You just have no sympathy
Which is good
I don't deserve it
I haven't done anything to deserve you
But your here so I'll try and keep it that way
Honestly I can barley breathe
But I'll act like I can
Cause boy when we talk
I can't stop smiling..
Every time we fight I feel like I'm dying..
I know I'm a lot of work
I know you've given up
But I'll never give up on you.