Falling in love 💍🤍 ~jaynnie

163

sunday

~annie pov

i woke up to seeing jayden just sitting up in bed next to me staring off into nothing. i'm confused. is she okay🤨?

"bubba" i said in my tired voice

"did you get me pregnant?" she asked while her voice shook. i sat up and looked at her scared eyes.

"no?" i said unsure

"why are saying it like that🥺?" she asked while her voice shook more

"baby don't cry why do you wanna cry when you find out you're pregnant?" i asked in my tired voice

"so you did get me pregnant😭" she said while crying

"i don't know that's what i'm saying i don't know why are you asking?" i asked in my tired voice

"i'm asking because last night okay😭" she said while crying

"..okay.. what about it? we just fucked" i said while scrunching my eyebrows

"i felt something😭" she said while crying. i chuckled softly and smiled to myself.

"you felt what? something go inside you?" i asked her in my sleepy voice with a smile

"no i felt really emotionally close to you again like... like i feel like i'm more attached to you😭" she said while crying

"and you didn't feel this way before? also why do you think you're pregnant if you felt that way during it?" i asked while running my fingers through my hair. she sniffled.

"i never had that feeling with you.. i had it with everyone else not you and now i have it😭 last night it felt so intense i felt like you got me pregnant and in my mind i keep thinking that😭" she said while crying

"take a pregnancy test then and why is it such a problem if you are pregnant again? you didn't want another baby?" i asked

"i do its just😭" she said while crying until i cut her off

"it's what?" i asked

"college annie damn😭 i cant even think right anymore i know that we're gonna be apart for months and i'm gonna die inside because i'm so fucking attached to you and i am even more now😭 i can't take care of myself pregnant and prince at another college at the same time😭 you can go around and sleep with other people without me knowing and it'll kill me inside at this point you'll be like one of those boys who gets their girlfriend pregnant and then cheats on her and leaves her😭" she said while crying

"i'm not gonna leave you if you're having my babies. now i know this is very soon for us we're only 18 and had our first kid at 17 but that doesn't change our relationship. i'm not gonna cheat on you even if i'm at another college i will be calling you everyday even if it's for a few seconds i'll call you just to hear your voice. the voice i adore so deeply. you mean more to me than you even know. jayden we're getting married i told you this many times and i mean it why would i leave and walk away now." i said to her. she wiped her tears and sniffled. she licked her lips.

"i'm just scared of this new life... ever since my mom died everything changed and i'm not even used to it still and it's been over a year. i used to be around zach when i was stressed and he made me so happy and i always used him for laughs and giggles... he's gone now and so is my mom. now college is coming and we have a baby here right now and probably one on the way, a house we bought but can't live in, and your career. we can't even figure out how we'll take care of prince." she said softly then looked me in the eyes. her sad eyes🥺.

"it's february now we have this month to figure all of this out" i said softly to her

"i don't wanna be apart from you😩" she whined