Falling in love 💍🤍 ~jaynnie

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tuesday

~jayden pov

i woke up to my phone going off from instagram. i kept getting likes, comments, and dms and jules and me. i know most people should know we broke up. i've been on tiktok making more tiktoks lately and it's been blowing up with 4 million views and millions of likes. i'm hanging out with charli and avani today. why are people saying jules is here? she's back in la already? i'll ask nate. i texted nate asking if they're touring here today and he said yessir all i said was ok and then i went to text avani and charli. avani and charli have been ON MY ASS telling me to get back together with jules. i just think it's funny how people think they know our relationship. they don't know what feelings i've gone through and what feelings she's gone through. our relationship was getting complicated and annoying to me so i ended it. i thought i didn't love her... but i do. when i think about her my heart gets all warm inside. when i see her i get butterflies and when we kiss it's the BEST kisses i'll ever receive. yeah i'm a stupid bitch for breaking up with her but she knows who she belongs to. she knows i'll be back. i just need a break from this 'us' because i've been living with her for years and i can't take it. we annoy each other and we argued way too much over nothing. i know i love her but at that point i had to just separate myself. oh avani and charli are on their way now. let me get ready. i went to my bathroom to shower. after i showered i brushed my teeth and washed my face. i got dressed in some gray sweatpants and a white tank top with air force ones. i brushed out my wet hair and conditioned it then put it in a messy bun. i put my diamond stud earrings in. i went to my nightstand that's in my room and grabbed my small gold chain. we're making tiktoks today. i went out my room and to the kids room. they were still sleeping. it's 11 am. i went over to diamond first. so i can change her diaper and get her dressed. actually no she looks cute in her pjs🥺. i woke her up gently and her little eyes batted and made noises. i changed her diaper and then picked her up from her crib. i turned around to go to prince's bed. should i hit him😂? nahh he'll hit me back. jules would mess with him while he was sleeping and he would get so mad at her it wasn't funny but it was😂. we're still teenagers we act like kids well i do sometimes but jules does ALL THE TIME. i shook him gently.

"princey it's morning wake uppp" i said while shaking him gently. he moved around a little. i started tickling him awake and he got mad so i stopped😂. he woke up looking angry. when does he not look angry😂? i giggled at his face.

"get up boy it's time for breakfast let's go eat" i said to him with a smile. diamond is falling back to sleep on my shoulder🥺.

"you didn't have to tickle me" he said with that same angry face😂. our kid is just an angry aggressive wild person😂.

"you wouldn't wake up. get up i'll let you eat in pjs but after you eat you're getting dressed but first we gotta brush y'all teeth" i said to him. he got out of his bed and walked straight out the door. not him having an attitude😂. i followed after him. he did right he went into the bathroom. this one time i had to chase him in the bathroom and then this other time i dragged him in the bathroom it was all fun and games until he started screaming😂. i went into the bathroom and he already had his tooth brush. i turned on the water and looked at him in the mirror. he looks so angry😂.

"aye" i said while slapping his face lightly to get his attention

"fix yo face it's too damn early to be mad" i said to him. he faked a smile but then it went away. oh and he has sarcasm like jules🙄😂.

"fix your face before i tell mommy on you. she's here i can get her to come over and deal with you if you don't fix it." i told him in a serious tone.

"give me a minute" he said

"start brushing your teeth i'm gonna do diamonds" i said to him. he wet his tooth brush and i put the tooth paste on it for him. i watched him brush and he was doing better this time. i helped him though and brushed his tongue and once he finished he rinsed, spit and rinsed off his tooth brush. i took it.